"Did you not hear me? Get out, Taurus." Unbuckling his seat belt he gets out. I unbuckle my seat and step out the car. His towering 6'3 is standing in front of me looking down at me blank face. "I've taken a lot of disrespect from you, Taurus more t...
Racing down the road I'm trying to control my breathing. These enchanting men come around and I'm losing my shit. No; not o-'fucking' kay. They do know I'm a very old vampire right? I have to feed to live. Why not have one person I know and trust and is okay with this? I rather not go scrounging through the dark alleys preying on the innocent, or go creeping undeniably unattached snatching campers in the woods. I've built something of myself, that women is no longer here. A true uncaring serial killer. I'm not making time to go out and snatch up a stranger and feeding off of them in the goddamn woods like some animal. Strong, beautiful, very fucking intelligent black woman, that's me damnit! Upon a time it was fun and exciting. The hunt I lived for it; the gore and horror. I felt so strong hunting in the moonlight and bright stars looking at nature come alive with the crooks and creeps. Hearing and seeing everything mother nature has to offer, but just like to every good thing there is a flip side to shit.
Soon I looked at human life as nothing and it was no longer fun. That void that consumed my entire life. Life was nothing but a empty black hole. I wanted to go away from this dreadful life. But I decided that it was going to be different. That the dead that I thought was officially dead to rest was going to control my heart that was unmoving and cold as icing glaciers that wouldn't melt. I took hold of the boat and said no more dissociating from this. I have to come back and create something of myself. My mama, I know I have not made her proud. She would probably be so frighten of me she'd want me dead, my papa to. At least that's what I think.
I have class and plus all that shit is over with. Why couldn't this morning be as spectacular as last night? I mean what came over them? they worked together, they worked together on me. I forgotten what those feelings felt like. I want that feeling always and forever. I would think that they knew no one has had this affect on me accept them. Couldn't they tell? Its like the first time all over again. Or at least that's how it felt. I have love for my pet but that is because he kept me well fed all these years and he is my friend. Plus I've seen him grow as a good human being, cant lie I'm jealous sometimes. I wish I was a good as him. But I know that I'm good in my own way. I'm good in a way where I'm very proud of who I am now compared to who I was back then.
Why continue living in this world and live in chaos and misery? What is worth in that? Nothing. Really it's nothing. But there old asses and they're stuck in the past. Oh and one thing there gonna know is that I'm tougher than that. Ruling with an iron fist I'm gonna be hurting my own feelings a lot but fuck it I'm looking for long term changes. Handsome black men and handsome Ekon, want me? Do better, show respect, don't fucking attack anyone that shows up at my house without cause! I hope you don't think I'm some young bitch that thinks that is cute. I have a strong distaste for it.
"tsk tsk tsk." I almost jump in my spot as I hear Azhar in the back seat shaking his head while looking at me through the rear view mirror. Man I really am not used to other supernatural beings. "So no understanding or compassion from where we coming from?" That smooth baritone voice carries through the entire car. I look him dead in his eyes.
"Hell no. It is not my fault y'all left me and a beautiful jewel like myself learned how to live without you. Just cause y'all are my mate it doesn't give y'all the right to terrorize the male who is in my life. I just feed off of him. " I just wanted to drive to work and blow some steam venting to myself. Damn can't do shit by myself no more.
"Rude thoughts. And no you can't do anything by yourself anymore it's been like that way to long. Let us make up for lost time?" I can hear him moving in his seat getting closer to the side of my ear. His cool breath tickles my right ear sending startling chills down my back, making my smooth skin cover in goose bumps. I look over at him for a quick second before looking back at the wide open road a head of me. With little to no restraint I look back at him through the rearview mirror. Taking in a deep breath through my nostrils I calm my nerves not only from them pissing me off but also for the control they have on my heart strings. The quite man that I knew of has a storm in those eyes with so much to say behind them. "That's the only time I will be asking nicely, I'd suggest you take it. We. Aren't. Leaving your side...ever again. We will help each other adjust to this. This will be the beginning of a new life. Except the inevitable."
"Excepting this will not be hard. Excepting your behavior? Out of the question. Life today is not like before, it's better. There are people who know about us, it isn't mainstream but it is a world were we are free to eat and live as our true selves with no problem. Lets go out hunting tonight. My way, and my treat?" Pleading to him with my eyes I hope he takes the bait and basically let me show them around the ropes. We can live like the kings and queens they used to tell me stories about. We don't have to live in the trenches and in the shadow nor be the crazy detached monsters we were. Life can be so different if only these fools let me take there hands and show them the way to which my world works. Show them that our hands can be covered in honey instead of being drenched in innocent blood.
"I hear you Taurus." He says softly while moving my hair behind the ear he may or may not have blew on purpose or accident. Either way it make my heart jump then drop to the bottom of my stomach. "I hear you in more ways then one." Why is he speaking to me so softly as if i am a soft delicate flower? Does he know how he is making me feel? is that why he is using this straight forward yet soft tone? "It's one of the many reasons I love you and came back for you." I need him to shut up my heart is racing and my body feels of mush. it's getting hard to stay focused on the road. he needs to get out of my car and go home or to my house at this point I don't care. Feeling weak and vulnerable is something I'm not used to.
This feeling is old and I'm scared that It will be snatched away from me. "You speak with you heart. I hear it pumping loud, clear, and true. I will not disappoint you anymore. I'm trusting you. I hope to one day have your trust. " Pulling into the parking garage i go all the way to the top and park at the spot with my name. I turn off the car. I feel warm calloused hands touch my face turning to the right to look into those dark chocolate orbs that I know for a fact if I keep getting lost in them it would do nothing but take me on the best high yet drag me all up and through hell. "I'll do everything -" he says cupping my face a little firmer - " and I mean everything to have all of you, especially your trust. We love you. You run the show what you say goes, me and my brother will follow. I won't speak for the pale man." I giggle at his joke. Getting out the car I see him watching letting his eyes linger a little on mine. Giving me a smile he gets out the car. I never noticed he didn't have a shirt on.
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we meet face to face and he's looking down at me. Can't lie it's feeling intimidating. I'm starting to thing of last night. and I can't have myself sitting in drenched panties all day. No not today. Av sly smirk forms on his beautiful plump lips. "Goodbye Azhar I'll see you later.' I begin to walk away but not before Azhar slide his fingers in between mine pulling my to him and giving me a deep kiss that makes my toes curl.
