imagines | billie eilish

morning cuddles (version 2)

~ billies pov ~
chapter includes: fluff, single mother

i feel a tiny body climb into my bed, making me wake up and stretch.

man, i really can never get no sleep around here. toddlers have no manners.

"ga'morning, mommy." i hear eden say, and i can't stay mad at that for long. "good morning. you love waking mommy up really early don't you?"

i check the time on my phone, seeing that it's only 7:12am.

"yeah, we need breakfast and we have to get ready to go see the people who ask you questions." she says.

"the people who ask me questions...? baby i don't have any interviews today." i laugh at her innocence, almost making me pee myself due to my pregnant, weak bladder.

just pregnancy shit.

"mommy has to use the potty really quick, i'll be right back." i sit up and itch my arm, waddling into the bathroom.

billie is a singer in this, she's just not as famous. imagine billie today with the fame she had back in 2017.

i take a piss and wash my hands, coming out of the bathroom to see eden watching youtube on my phone.

"hey, stop stealing my shit." i take my phone back, making her laugh evilly.

i've raised a demon.

i set her in my lap, careful of my baby bump, giving her a kiss.

"mommy, your tummy is bigger." she points out. "i know, your sister's in there. she's growing a lot more, and soon she'll be out." i explain.

i lift up my shirt to expose my stomach, and the baby starts to wake up and kick at my stomach.

"see, look right there. do you see her kicking?" i ask. "yeah!" she laughs excitedly.

"ga'morning!" she exclaims to my belly. "ooh! a big one." i laugh, seeing her kick ler leg really high, like she's trying to burst out.

"mommy i think she's an alien." eden infers. "no, she's not an alien. you did that in mommy's tummy too, and you're not an alien."

"oh, fuck." i seethe, feeling the baby kick my bladder. "ooooh, that's a bad word." eden covers her mouth.

"wait a second, mommy's gonna pee her pants." i stand up again, walking to the bathroom.

i pee again, feeling the baby continue to take hard jabs to my bladder. "calm the fuck down, jesus christ." i mumble, washing my hands.

"she makes you pee a lot." eden says as i come out the bathroom again. "yeah, so did you. when you were in my belly you loved to kick me, especially at night." i say, trying to sound nice, even though it was pure hell.

and there was nothing i could do about it. it's not like i could just take her out, she kept me up at night.

"is daddy gonna come back to see her when she's out of your tummy?" she asks, making me sigh sadly.

long story short, latrell had a double life, he had a whole wife and three kids, and i was his side piece. his wife was starting to catch on to his cheating tactics, so he left me. right after i had just found out i was pregnant with our second baby. literally the day i took a pregnancy test.

i saw him packing his bags and that's when he told me all about his other family. it was heartbreaking, especially since eden was in the room. she didn't understand, thank god.

"no, daddy's not coming back. he has other people he needs to take care of." i try to explain in a way that she'll understand.

"oh, will he ever come back?" i shake my head no, remembering the day he left.

"um, let's go get breakfast. i'll get you a sweet tea from starbucks." i try to change the subject before i turn this into a sad morning.

time skip

"order for billie!" i hear them call. i take my venti iced chai latte and eden's small sweet tea.

chai latte's are so good so let me put you on...
venti iced chai latte, 1 pump of vanilla, two shots espresso, 2 sugar in the raw
it's the best thing i swear.

"thank you." i smile.

"wow you're like...really pretty." i hear the employee state, making me laugh. "thank you...y/n. you too." i read their name tag, telling them to have a good day.

as i get to the car, i see that on my order sticker there's something written on it.

call me sometime, beautiful
xxx-xxx-xxxx
-y/n from starbucks ;)

i laugh, putting our drinks in the cup holder so i can put eden in her car seat. "that girl likes you, mommy."

"i know, she probably believes in love at first sight too." i shake my head, closing her door and getting in the drivers seat.

"you're so silly, mommy."

later that night, i texted her, not knowing that she would change my life.

a/n
hello little gay people in my phone.

i took this screenshot the day my old imagine book got deleted it's actually so sad bc i had so many good chapters that i wanted to share with u guys </3