imagines | billie eilish

before you leave

~ omniscient pov ~
chapter includes: sad imagine, gxg smut

as maggie is making dinner, she hears the front door open, and in walks finneas and his girlfriend, claudia, who are coming over for dinner.

"hey, mom. do you guys have everything packed?" he asks, taking off his jacket.

"yep, we just have to pack our toiletries and we're done."

billie is going on tour again, for her when we all fall asleep tour.

obviously, when y/n found out, she was upset, but it didn't hit the two girls that they would be away from each other for so long until today, the day before billie has to leave.

"where's billie?" finneas asks, knowing that usually before billies tour, billie is most likely taking a drive to ease her mind.

"back in her bedroom. but i wouldn't go in there if i were you, her and y/n are a little upset right now." she informs with a sad smile.

meanwhile, back in billies red lit room, y/n has billie laying on her chest, both their eyes are red and teary.

"i don't want you to leave." y/n sighs sadly, trying to stop herself from crying again.

"i don't wanna leave you either, but i have to." billie looks up at her girlfriend with sad eyes.

"it's just- i don't wanna put this in your head....but, y'know after what happened at arianas concert, i'm scared that it'll happen at yours. and planes are dangerous. it scares me that you're at risk to all these things."

y/n shakes her head at the thought of losing her girlfriend to something so tragic.

"y/n, don't think about that—
"it's not my fault, blame my anxiety."

billie exhales deeply, and leans up to kiss the person she loves most.

it's nice to know that y/n loves her that much that she'll get this upset over her leaving, but it's filling billies head with fear that something so horrible could also happen to her.

"would it make you feel better if i told you that i'll facetime you every night, and i'll fall asleep on the phone with you?" billie suggests.

"it would ease my mind to know you're still alive." y/n agrees, lifting billies comforter up to her chest.

they roll over so they're both laying on their side, but still facing each other.

"i love you." billie could feel her heart doing cartwheels and backflips at the way y/n looks at her.

"i love you too, so much. now keep those bad thoughts out of your head and kiss me."

y/n places her hand on billies cheek, brushing her thumb over her cheekbone before leaning in to kiss her.

the kiss doesn't last long, before there's a knock on billies door.

"come in." billie rolls her eyes.

"sorry to interrupt, but dinner is ready. i made tofu salad sandwiches." maggie smiles warmly, understanding that the two girls might just wanna be alone.