red widow, natasha's sister

training

y/n pov
I glared at the girl as she wiped the blood under her nose. It was obvious she was trying to look tough but I could see on her face she was about to pass out. I wanted to get back at her for punching me in the stomach. It hurt so bad but I could not give up or else I would have to go a week without food.

She quickly tried to punch me in the stomach again but I learnt my lesson and grabbed her fist and flipped her onto the ground. She fell face first onto the floor. I heard a crack from her nose. She wasn't moving. I looked at Ms Petrov. She wrote something down on her clipboard. Then she looked at me and nodded and went out of the training room.

I immediately fell to the ground clutching my stomach. I looked at the girl confused. Why isn't she getting up. Fuck. I got up and went to the girl and flipped her over. Her face was so bloody. She wasn't breathing at all.

"Come on, please open your eyes." I was desperate. This girl was one of Yelena's closest friends in the red room. I didn't know what to do. She laid there motionless. Before I could check for a heartbeat, some doctors came in and picked her up. Then she was taken to the room Yelena and I went to earlier.

This was not the first time a widow was killed during training and it was definitely not the last. I stared at the blood on the ground tearing up. What was wrong with me? My gloves were full of blood as well. The whole room reeked of iron.  I went out of the room and went back to my station. Luckily lunch had just started so none of the widows were there. I was traumatised from seeing that girls bloody face and the excruciating pain from my stomach was not helping. I was scared to tell Yelena. Should I tell her?

I went and got a backup suit and wore it. I ran to the lunch room still feeling pretty off.

I went inside and took my food and sat down next to Yelena. "Why are you late?" she asked while taking a sip of her water. "Oh..that. Ms Petrov just wanted to ask me a few questions about nat." I replied "That woman will never shut up." Yelena said giggling
"Yea..." I said smiling back
Well, this is bad.