Our first time again

Talking about the past

Hey Guys and Girls I just wanted to let y'all know there will be a big time skip of 1 year in this chapter

"Peter I'm here with you" Bucky said trying to comfort his new boyfriend

"You don't have to be" Peter said "if you haven't figured it out by now my life is a mess and when I hear something from my past I don't like your lucky if I don't kill you" Peter said looking to the ground while letting Bucky hold his hands

"Come on" Bucky said getting up from off the lounge making Peter lift his head from Bucky's shoulder and his eyes looking back up at Bucky "Hurry up I'm not going to wait"

"Where are we going!?" Peter asked Bucky as he took his hand and got up as well

"To your room" Peter got pulled by Bucky

"I'm not in the mood anymore... Baby" Peter said acting like a baby

"Baby? Mmm I like that" Bucky said with a smirk "But that's not why we are going to your bed I'm tired and I want cuddles" Bucky said pulling Peter to his room

"What happens if my dad and mum are mad" Peter said lying underneath Bucky with their hands attached

"Why would they be mad Doll" Bucky asked rearing his head on Peters chest

"It's just that I did some stuff my last year of Highschool when everyone saved me I wanted to go back to school straight away and they let me it was a bad idea on both sides because I did some pretty messed up shit when I did go back" Peter said tightening his grip on Bucky

"They won't be mad at you Pete I promise you, wanna talk about what happened back then or even today?" Bucky asked quietly but loud enough for Peter to hear Peter nodded "Which one do you wanna talk about Pete" Bucky asked as he lifted his head up so now his chin was resting on Peters chest

"When I was in Grade 12 senior year I had just gotten back from being kidnapped I didn't know what to do or who the people where all I knew is that at home I was being smothered and it was depressing because Kaleb my big brother he had just died after I was rescued" Peter said starting to stutter a bit so Bucky tightened his grip on betters hands and pulled them to his lips and kissed them

"You don't have to baby" Bucky said

"But I want to... I went back to school and everything seemed to be going ok I was controlling my temper I had gotten, I wasn't going into panic mode in the big crowds until 2 people ran up to me and hugged me I had no idea who they were but as soon as I was about to attack them they let go of me" Peter let out a sigh "Once they let go I asked them who they were trying to keep my cool and it seemed like they knew I forgot so they said calmly their names were Ned and Mj apparently they were my Bestfriends but I didn't know that and I was ok with that I just needed to get to know them again but the more time I had spent with them the more I didn't like them I wasn't the same boy I was before" Peter took a break from talking and pulled Bucky closer to him

"What's up Peter what don't you wanna say? I won't make you say it if you don't wanna" Bucky said before putting his head into Peters neck

"My parents kept Kalebs death a secret for as long as possible and that was easy for me because I'm a closed off person who doesn't like to talk about my past especially the deaths, Bucky, the secret got out people started to find out about my past they found out that I was kidnapped and that's why I hadn't come to school since half way through the year before, and everyone started giving me empathetic looks whoever I walked past them they all started apologising it only got worse when the secret about Kaleb got out some people were empathetic and always trying to make me feel better but my anger started getting the better of me and I started flipping out at school then the date of his death and the date I came back got out and some people were still sad and always trying to help me while others thought I killed my own brother and 1 day everyone was talking about me whispering about me apologising to me and blaming me and I just snapped I yelled at them I told them so shut up and broke on of the guys arms that kept telling me I killed him, and everyone fell silent they watched me as the kid screamed in pain and got taken to the nurses office. The teacher kept yelling at me but I wasn't paying attention I was watching all the kids as they stared at me I was starting to get angrier and angrier while I was also starting to panic, until a kid that sat infront of me the only one who wasn't staring at me got up and stood on the table and yelled 'HEY! This isn't a fucking Zoo stop staring at him like his one of the animals!' the guy was the only one who never felt sorry for me he didn't care that I was a freak he left me alone until that day. Everyone stopped talking and I went to the office only to find the guy who stood up for me waiting for me he had told the teacher he was going to the bathroom but waited for me and asked if I was ok. After my 4 week suspension the guy who helped me became my only and bestfriend at that school he was and obviously is Flash he knew my story and supported me I told him everything after I knew I could trust him." Peter took a deep breath before continuing "Flash had bullied me before I got kidnapped and came back however he had apologised and because I couldn't remember it I forgave him and he was like my only friend the 2 people that used to be my friend still tried talking to me but I couldn't handle their stares so I stopped talking to them, nothing ever went back to normal at that school I got suspended for attacking kids a few more times but I graduated and we met our new friends they don't know much about my past but they know most of it however I had told my mum and dad I would learn to keep my cool when I was in college and I didn't today" Peter said expecting Bucky to get up and leave him

"Pete" Bucky said lifting his head a bit but keeping it in Between Peter neck and shoulder

"You can leave if you want" Peter said moving his head looking to the door

"I'm never leaving Baby just because you had a shit life doesn't mean I'm gonna leave you I love you to much" Bucky didn't realise he had just told Bucky he loved him, he did however realise that Peter had moved his head to face the door so he started kissing Peters neck slowly moving from spot to spot leaving big dark purple marks on his lover "fuck I want you" Bucky said as he grabbed the other side of Peters neck with one of his hands kissing his neck harder and faster leaving more marks going up and down and side ways on a Peters neck and shoulder blade Peter started to breath heavily and grabbed onto Bucky's hair pulling it trying to detach him from his skin

"Bucky stop for a minute" Peter said trying so hard not to be weak and cave into Bucky's touch

"I don't wanna Peter I want you again" Bucky said before continuing to kiss Peter "Please don't make me stop let me have you... all of you" Bucky begged

"Bu- oh fuck!" Bucky got Peters good spot and he knew as soon as he Peters body tensed so he kept going in the right spot making Peter let out a small moan "F-Fuck James! Fuck!" Peter yelled out of pleasure

Bucky stopped and looked at Peter who pouted "I can still stop if you want Princess" Bucky smirked at the nickname he had only called Peter once before and it made Peter weak to his knees it would make most men angry but Peter enjoyed it

"Please, Please don't stop" Peter said as he faced Bucky

"Are you sure love because I could always" Bucky stopped himself as he kissed Peters lips "Do that or maybe" Bucky stopped himself again before kissing Peter from the top of his chest all the way to the bottom of his abs "that or I could touch you places no one else can anymore and make you feel things only I know how" Bucky said as he traced just underneath the tip of Peters pants

"Shit baby" Peter said as Bucky stroked just above his pants

"I know what one you want" Bucky said with a smirk as he started to undo Peters jeans

Bucky took off Peters pants then boxers and started stroking Peters member which made Peter moan Bucky started going faster and harder which made Peter love every second of it just as much Peter started kissing Bucky franticly turning him over so Peter now had the upper hand

"Your... fucking... amazing... baby" Peter said trying to catch his breath "Now it's my turn" Peter stripped the rest of the way and then stripped Bucky

Peter grabbed Bucky's legs and put them against his shoulders while leading his member to Bucky as he put it in Bucky and Peter both tensed and Peter started going at it he bounced of off Bucky with every hit making it better for them both, Bucky started thrusting with every hit at the same time

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Peter and Bucky had been lying there underneath the blankets naked cuddling for around half an hour when Peter heard his front door knock

"Peter" Bucky said out of annoyance "Pete" Bucky said again out of annoyance

"I'm gonna go get the door" Peter said as he started standing up

"Nooooo stay just cover out ears until they leave" Bucky said grabbing him

"No baby I'll be back soon" Peter said as he got changed and left his room

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