Unchained pleasures ( on hold)

chapter 14

Suns out and I'm stuck in class. I can't stop thinking about Jared.  His persistence was getting my heart caught up in a whirlwind of emotions. I barely even know this man for starts. So how can I be having feelings like this?  Maybe its just good ol fashioned infatuation.  Yea that's it!    Tomorrow I will wake up and he will call and say " yea ive found someone I fell in love,  the end just kidding with what I felt for you ".     My thoughts were jolted apart when I heard Mr.L's voice. Shannon.  He insisted I call him Shannon. It felt odd to me he was my advisor not my friend.

S" what does she like for flowers? ".   I looked around and back at him.   Me" why are you asking me? ".   He smiled" because she's your best friend you know her better than anyone right? ".   Me" um orchids or pink roses ".   He out his finger under my chin and lifted it to look at him.  S" I know you like my brother,  and here's my advice,  ready".    I didn't say anything.   S" stay away from him.  That's all you need to know ".    Me" why? ".  S" never mind why ".   Me " I'm gonna have dinner with him tonight I forgot to clear it with you I guess huh? ".    He sat back in his chair.  It was only me and two other students in class. 

S" I could tell you things that would blow your mind but if you wanna get your heart broken go for it".   He got up out of his chair and I closed my book and followed him .   Me" what is he a  drug dealer or something? ".   Shannon was silent and ignored me.   Me" why are you trying to  cock block your own brother? ".  He laughed and looked at me and said " I'm just trying to protect you that's all. But its on you to decide otherwise".  He walked off and I again followed him.

S" you should be in class ".  Me" what does he do? ".  S" that's not for me to tell you, just take my warning ".   He open his phone and called up Martine.  Then I knew he was done talking.  I left.   My heart told me to not listen and just give him a chance but Shannon's words stuck in my head. It was my life anyhow. I called Jared and just wanted to hear his voice . I knew he was probably going crazy with my back and forth attitude. I was just so focused on school,  I didn't need a distraction. Jared" hey you,  I'm having lunch come join me ".   I smiled and looked at Shannon through his window and said " I'm gonna be there in 10 minutes ". 

I saw his baby blues and my heart fluttered like a thousand butterflies.  Jared" hey beautiful ".  Instead of letting him kiss my cheek I  pulled his lips to mine and kissed him with every ounce of passion I had flowing through my veins.   I wasn't about to let someone make a decion about love for me. 

As we pulled apart for air,  he care seed my cheek and said " I missed you ".    I kissed his hand and closed my eyes and said " I missed you too,  I can't get you off my mind ".  We kissed again and his match lit my flames burning me like an inferno.  I let my heart fall into his and put all my faith in fate.