Hello, its me rexarie! Today is the night before I leave back home from New York. I am very excited and I can't wait to see my cat again. I miss my bed and my room, I know I'm gonna be sooo satisfied to be home. Today was really fun tho I went to the pool and saw some cute guys. There was this one life guard, we made eye contact and I couldn't help but smile he was so cute eeeek. I wanted to talk to him but once again I was to pussy. My cousin was about to say something to him but thank God she didn't. Since we are on "boy topic" I literally cannot stop thinking about Mr. Super Star. I was going to give up on him but my cousin and myself had to smack some confidence into me. . .I cannot give up. I shall keep pursuing him and I am currently trying to manifest him into my life. I really do believe I can do it because when I add everything up, from what has happened between us it all doesn't make sense which means its a good sign. The universe and God has everything planned out and sometimes what is planned doesn't make sense. Like why did he follow me back and why does he answer my messages. . .is it fan service? or is it. . .the universe bringing us close slowly? WHO FUCKING KNOWS! But I shall not stop until this man is mine. . .periodt. I think that's all for tonight.
See ya whenever!
-rexarie.
