(Sollux: I=ii S=2
I have been dating my boyfriend for about two years now, we have a happy relationship like any other. We have our moments like any other relationship too, but something this last month has been different. I can tell something is bothering him... Hes been distant quiet, there were no snuggles on the couch or kisses before bed just dead silence... hes been out with his friends alot as well, getting drunk doing stupid stuff and ending up back at home. I dont even know when this started. This has gone on long enough when he comes home today, which I think will be the best time, I'll confront him about the problem.He can talk to me no matter what I'm there for him but he hasn't talked to me for some reason I hope it's nothing we can't fix. I think about how im going to approach him, He might avoid yhe question so I might have to oush on but I dont want to push on too much. What if he wants to break up with me? We've been together for really long time so i doubt it, maybe something upsetting happened. The most I can do is try and understand him.
(TWO HOURSE LATER AROUND 9:00pm)
I was sitting on the couch playing skyrim to pass the time when the front door opens. I turn to see who entered and it was him. I turn off the tv and turn to him watching as he slips off his sheos "Hey how wa2 your day?" I walk up to him pecking his cheek with a kiss.
"I don't know m-maybe you can a-ask my boss" I smell a terribly toxic mix of alcohol and cheap perfume. "Where were you???" He smirks and staggers a bit and the gears in my head start to twist and turn. "No where babe" "You've been 2omewhere Ii can 2mell iit" Hes even lying to me...
Where the fuck was he? Dont telk me he was with that terrible fruend of his how knows what hes done. "Ok fine I was at the bar with y/c again but nothing happened" I can feel my anger boiling up. "Bull2hiit" I take a step away from him "come on babe" I snarl "no Ii can't deal wiith iit..." why does he have to do this??? I know he went drinking and I know how he is when he's drunk a little too well, but why? Does he not want me to know about his problems?
"can't deal with what? It's my life!" I flinch at the sound of his rough voice as he storms over to me but I have to stand my ground or nothing will be heard. I learned this lesson the hard way with my step dad "Ii'm al2o apart of your liife and ii don't liike that you go out and miggle with woman! We're dating!"
I cluch my shirt trying to hold back any more rage "You don't know what I'm going though!!" It might not make sense but I was hurt by that statement, in a way I couldn't describe. "Becau2e you won't talk to me!." I look away from him and I take a few steps forward crossing my arms.
I can't stand it, I cant stand to look at him, I cant stand that he's been doing this for the last month and I'm fucking done but what he was about to do next I didn't expect..I would have never expected it and in every story theres a twist that throws you through a window into a sea of agony. This is that turn, a moment where anything could happen but the one fate chose will fuck me up..
((Authors note))
This story is stupid and I'm depressed so I wasn't really trying so please tell me what to do and I'll fix it sorry it's so short it's just the first part and it's cut off for suspense
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Bruises and Honey Bees
FanfictionWarning: Sadstuck. Contains; violence, sexual theme, and adult language // slight erisol, solkat .vs. davesol