Bruises and Honey Bees

TRUE COLORS

He turns me around and kisses me, The fist time in about a month and if i said i enjoyed it i would be lying. This isnt him, I pull back. I wince at the disgusting taste of bad liquor and alcohol poisoning. I almost glare at him. "your devilishly cute babe you know that right?" I blush still seeing a glimpse of him in the shell of this thing.

"what doe2 that have to do with the conver2atiion?!" I try to push him away mrore but it doesn't work. Hes much stronger amd bigger than me, not to metion while all the other trolls in highschool we're working out and playing sports I was playing rpgs and hacking.

"I'm done with that shit" He grabs me to keep me from squirminh and pushes me against the wall. my body hits the surface hard I can feel my spine crack from the colistion. He starts forcing himself on me grabbing my arms tightly probably leaving bruises. I try to reason with myself and find a critical way out of this but consumed by fear of what might happen my mind completely freezes.

"O-OW..." He smirks and start to move on me, getting uncomfortably closer and closer. He's littering my neck with kisses and harsh bites.My mind races and many emotions tale over my brain. Anger, confusion, betrayal, sarrow, and most importantly Fear.

My mind rushing to different moods like,

Anger
'is he trying to scratch me up!!?? While I'm trying to fight back he's doing what ever pleases him! What the fuck is he thinking!!?'.

Confusion
'Why is he doing this? What did i do to make him do this? Why me? What happened to us, to our relationship'

Betrayal
'How could he do this to me? We've been together for so long, supposed to be forever. How could he go back on everything we built?'

Sorrow
'I chose to move in with him right after college, I let go of all my friends and family to follow him. This is how he repays me, should have know better'

Fear
'Save me, someone please save me'

He picks me up and sets me on our bed and starts to Unbuckle my belt when I grab his hands tightly stopping his movement "what are you doiing!!!" "Come on babe it's just a little fun" he goes to kiss my neck and succeeds besides my protest "2top!" he bites my neck and I push him away useing my knees making his stager a bit. "ii 2aiid 2top!!"

I sit up on the bed holding my feeling acual bite marks. he looks towards me seeming hurt and angry "whats wrong with you?! do you not love me?!" "What2 wrong wiith me?! Your the one goiing around and 2leepiing wiith other people!" I feel tears swell up in my eyes but I choke them down. "Well maybe if you would have some fun with me I wouldn't!??!"

I feel anger take more control over me griping my fists. "That doe2e't giive you an excu2e to fuckiing cheat!!!" He grabs the front of my shirt, easily lifting off of the bed during this my phone falls from my back pocket onto the floor. "2top!" He lifts me off of my feet into the air practically choking me.

"Why should I?!!" He then throws me to the floor, a loud sound erupts from the action. I choke and cough from my previous lack of air "LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Is all I manage to get out before having to take a deep breath in "SO YOUR JUST GOING TO LEAVE ME NOW??!!" My tears start to fall and I wheeze not getting enough air. "Your the one who cheated on me!"

This statement made him look even more angry "It was your fault!!!" Right as he finishes the sentence his leg with brutal force collides with my side causing me to make a god awful noise. he continues to kick me a few more times and I end up trying to crawl away my hand lands on my phone and I open it going to my contacts as he walks over.

Im about to tap on the authorities when he kicks me again. Due to reflexes the phone get thrown out of my hands into the wall probably breaking the thing "2top it!!!" I try to take a breath in but i can feel my ribs breaking and bruising in too many different ways.

"SHUT UP!" He grabs me by the hair almost ripping it off my scalp and I can feel hot tears go over my gritted teeth. no I wasn't crying because of sorrow more than anything because I was scared and pissed the fuck off. I grab his arm trying not to let him pull out my hair and he punches me right in chesr cutting off even more air.

I try to pull away but nothing's working finally I grab the upper part of his arm getting my feet on the ground and I use a trick my father taught me and use my other arm to wrap around his head. In one movement I slam his head into my knee probabky breaking his nose.

He groans loudly, I refuce to let go of him putting him in a head lock, so in return he picks me up and throws me down. All I hear a loud crashing sound in the next room unfortunately for me I hit my head not being able to check what the noise was as I drifted off into a blissful sleep I wish I would never wake up from