Apathetic

Ch. 7

Douma has gotten worse.

He would said he isn't but ever since last night, he couldn't sleep.

He wished he haven't gone too far on testing himself.

Placing his hand on Kotoha and being too close to her have made him tense up in ways he doesn't understand. It made him feel dizzy and puzzlement.

It gotten worse when he placed a kiss on her cheek.

Like it instantly explodes inside of him.

He kept thinking her more and have the urge to play with her again but he knows he has 12 hours left which is such a long time for him to wait. It is a real pain he has to go through all his meetings full of morons and not one of them is Kotoha or even close to be her.

And he still feels nothing for them.

Just her.

But why?

Is it really her or girls like her?

He doesn't know since there aren't girls their age in the temple.

In fact he haven't seen anyone in his age here.

He remembers what Hisashi have explained to him about feelings and liking more than a friend but he is still deciding if what he had witness are in fact the truth. He is not still completely sure if what he is experience are feelings.

But why it happens when he's with her? He feels nothing around anybody even his own parents.

Or maybe he has but not noticing them.

Right?

Or maybe...

Is it only works on kids his age especially with girls?

I haven't seen girls my age here so maybe I feel more when I'm with them? Right? Maybe I'm a boy, that's why I feel such things when a girl is near me. Like if I touched their hand, kissed them or play with them, it will be the same thing with Kotoha.

To test his theory he has to meet another girl his age. However, there is no girls in this entrant paradise cult, and he of course can't go out unless he is supervised by his servant so he cant-

"Douma-sama?" Hisashi have popped his head of the shoji door.

Douma postured himself to look like he is fully awake and alert, "Hello Hisashi! Has something occurred?"

Hisashi gave him a smile with a nod. "Yes. We have got new more members joining the Eternal Paradise Cult."

"That's amazing! Bring them all here." Douma clapped both his hands with a smile.

"There are three families be joining us so it is remarkable how the whole families are willing to devote their life for you!" Hisashi said excitedly as he stepped out the door to bring them all in.

Family instead of one individual? And three families? Man more people are getting dumber even together as a family.

Hisashi slide open the doors revealing three sets of nuclear families with a huge excited look on their faces the moment they saw their new leader.

As they are coming inside his chamber, each parents motioning someone behind them.

They stepped in.

And each of one them from each family are all girls.

And it look like they are same age as him.