I just want to end it all .

....

*Alarms goes Off* Ugh School . I hate going to school . I'm one of those weird kids who nobody likes . I go to one of those schools where all the kids are rich & stuck up .

My mom screams from downstairs " DESTINNY GET THE FUCK UP " I reply " Ok"

I walk down stairs rolling my eyes . My mom looks at me with her dark brown eyes and says " ew your wearing that who are you trying to impress " and snickers . " Nobody god I just feel like wearing this outfit "

She Laughs " Nobody will ever love you cause your a ugly slut . " I try to fight back my tears but I can't . I start crying and say " Nobody loves you bitch you always put me down because you think its make you higher , that's why dad left you because ... Because

The house gets silent .

I say with rage " I wish you were never my mom " and I run up the stairs and into my room and lock my door . " I wish I was never here , why didn't she have abortion , why can't I be like my sister " .

I grab my razor and become to cut with angry and saying " I wish I would die , I wish I would die , I WISH I WOULD DIE " " NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME " " IM UGLY" "IM A WHORE" " IM WORTHLESS " Tears of pain rolling down my face I drop my razor and looked at my skin dripping with pain , sorrow , disgust .

I always look at the letter my father wrote me " Smile Angel , - Dad "

I look at my arms " my scars , my pain will forever live on until I set myself free .