Forever Unrequited || A Collection From My Diary

The One In Your Arms

The One In Your Arms

'I' wanted to be the one in your arms,
But tonight, you have her
You always had her... always did.

I wanted to be the one in your arms,
To be able to rely on you,
As a woman to a man.

I wanted to the one in your arms,
To be comforted,
Maybe even cuddled...

But, it seemed I asked for too much,
From your stone cold heart to give.

Although I gave and gave...
While you took and took...
Till I was bare.

I wanted to be the one in your arms,
To lean on your shoulder
And cry on your lap.

I wanted to be the on in your arms,
to walk with you
Side-by-side
Hand-in-hand

Till destiny called us
To our
Inevitable ends.

But you...
Never needed me,
The way I needed you.
You already had someone in your arms.

But all I had was myself and 'I'
And the fragment of our memories
Of our simple acquintice.

Now I know!
I was never going to be the
'One' in your arms

Now I know!
You never planned to stay
Or love me at all.

Now I know!
That I had wasted my precious time
My youth

Now I know!
That I'm never going back.

Those late night adventures you had with her
Had left me sleepless.
But not anymore...

Yet, I still do pray for you everyday,
And every night.
Five times a day,
Twice at night.

I pray,
That you
Get the 'happy'
Ever after you 'deserve'.

(P.s. I still hate you...)

Lol I can't relate to any of this anymore... What was I even thinking...