I wanna do shots. Kirari was bored so she took out a bottle of stupidly expensive gin and grabbed her "yass queen" shot glass.
"What are you up to?" Ririka said from behind, scaring the shit out of Kirari. "Ah! Where the fuck did you come from, you fucking demon?" Ririka stood there unamused. "I figured since you are Kirari Momobami I should check up on you and make sure you're not doing anything stupid."
Kirari rolled her eyes. "When have I ever done anything stupid?" Ririka scoffed, almost laughing. "Uhh, how about the time you tried to gamble our SOULS away with the devil? Or when you managed to get real snow tigers in the school and LET THEM LOOSE? Oh, how about when you YOU WERE BORN?"
"Damn burn." Kirari mumbled. "I still don't need a babysitter!" Ririka sighed. "I'm not trying to 'babysit' you. I figured since you're my sister I should at least spend more quality time with you." Kirari was already pouring a shot. "I see you at school everyday," She drank it quickly. "dummy." Ririka took the bottle and poured another shot. "I mean outside of school in our own free time." And she drank it. They began doing shots continuously until the bottle was empty.
"How many shots was this?" Kirari had her head on the table and giggled as she was wiggling around like an idiot. "You dont even have a gun, Riri!" Ririka angrily and sluggishly flailed her hands in the air. "No you fucking dumb shit, how many shots of uhh-" She looked around for the bottle. "gin, hehe, gin kirigiri." (get it kyokos dad lol)
"Ohh, then why didn't you just say that, fucking bitch."
"Oh do you wanna see Jesus, cunt?" Kirari slammed her glass down. "You-yo-you you just-just mm." She couldn't find words. "You fucked a short tsundere!" Ririka smirked. "And i'd do it again." Kirari stared at the floor. "I wonder if I can keep a red panda as a pet. And name it master shifu!"
"You're not getting any ideas are you?" Kirari kinda giggled. "I-hahahah! I might just try. Have you seen that new Cruella movie?" Ririka screeched. "Yassss bitch! Who hasn't. Who's your favorite character?"
"Mm I don't know. Either Artie or the Baroness."
"Hands down Artie is the best. They said gay rights."
"They really popped off sis. The gays are loosing their shit over the movie."
"Deadass, I've never seen a movie so successful for being out for like, three months? Almost four." Kirari smiled brightly.
"This-this is nice. I don't think we've ever really just sat down and talked." Ririka gave a gentle look. "Hahah, you soft on me?" Kirari chuckled. "In your dreams."
"So, anything new your girlfriend?" Kirari flipped her off.
"Fuck you! She's not my girlfriend i just-" She blushed ever so slightly. "I don't really know. We haven't really talked feelings since the gamble with Yumeko where-"
"Where she proclaimed her love for you and jumped from the fifth floor of a tower? I'd say she likes you." Kirari fidgeted with her fingers. "I know that. I just don't really know how to approach it in a not awkward way. And it's weird because most the time I see her it's for school business and I can't really make time to talk to her. I cant just randomly say 'hey baby girl i'm gay for you' in the middle of a meeting." Ririka cringed.
"If you did that I'd never forgive you!" And they both broke down laughing. "Shut up bitch! I'm trying." She sighed defeatedly. "I'm trying to be honest with her about my feelings and still at the same time, keeping up my mask. I can't have people thinking I'm soft."
Kirari certainly was very soft on the inside. She always wanted to show it, but kept her poker face up. She had decided it was a better look for her. Easier to intimidate her opponents.
"Kirari, you are the softest person I know. I'm probably the only person who's ever seen it. Please, tell Sayaka how you truly feel or you'll regret never doing it. Ask to hang out after school, be straightforward and just say:" and she gestured her to say something. "Riri, this is stupid."
"Just pretend Im Sayaka. You're okay." Kirari was touched by her big sister's help. She blushed and sighed, looked straight into Ririka's eyes, and imagined Sayaka.
"Um, so you know the whole Tower of Doors and you confessed to me?" Ririka nodded and said "Yes, president."
"OH MY GOD YOU SOUND JUST LIKE HER?!?" Kirari freaked out and Ririka laughed. "Sorry sorry, should've said I was gonna do an impression of her too." Kirari composed herself once more.
"Yeah, I just wanted to tell you, because I didn't tell you then even though I really wanted to, that I love you too." She gave one of those awkward waiting for a response nervous smiles.
"Good job!! Haha you did it, you nervous gay wreck!" She pulled her in for a hug even though Kirari wasn't sure if that las part was an insult or not. Nonetheless she hugged her sister back. "Just repeat that back to her and you'll be golden." Kirari just remembered what this was for. "O-oh. Yeah still need to do that. Fuck." Ririka pulled out her phone.
"You know what'll make you feel better, if I ask a friend what she thinks." She called someone. And put it on speaker.
Yes, my precious girl?
"And i oop-" Kirari mumbled and looked away.
Ririka screamed and turned into awkward laughing. Her face was red.
"Uh haha, hi. Um I my sister's here and your on speaker."
...FUCK WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?
"I DONT KNOW I DIDNT KNOW WHAT YOU WERE GONNA SAY- whatever just, i need your opinion."
Okay... what?
"Does um Sayaka like the president?"
You called me to ask if Sayaka likes your sister. Baby of course she does. Everyone knows that!
Kirari sheepishly smiled, a slight pink shade on her face.
Kirari, you're dumb.
"I can make your ass a house pet faster than you can say baka. And no I'm not, kill yourself." Ririka gave Kirai an angy glare.
Okay okay I'm sorry. But you're seriously oblivious. Everyone knows she likes you but you.
"I just needed to be sure, okay? I don't wanna go up to her confessing for her to go 'grr i no luv u'."
Kirari, you need to tell her tomorrow. Poor thing has obsessed over you and you just kinda.. ignore her.
Kirari suddenly got a desire. The desire of all the time she wants to spend with Sayaka. She realized she doesn't even say hi to her often.
Kirari felt awful. She pondered how useless she must of made Sayaka feel. She wanted to cry, but couldn't. She can't. Not here.
Even if you don't say you love her, at least tell her you appreciate her.
"Ririka, Mary I- need to go. Now." And she ran quickly to the door.
Good luck!
"Don't chicken out again!" Ririka sighed. It was late. "Mary I'm coming over."
Kirari could've drove there, but she wanted to run. Run off the sudden adrenaline. She needed to get everything out. She screamed into the night. She didn't feel tears, but she felt horribly guilty. Her undone hair flew behind her in the wind as she sprinted. Faster and faster as she approached Sayaka's house. Everything hurt, physically and emotionally. She ran through the gate and jumped up the steps. She hesitated, then gently knocked on the door.
Knock Knock
"Oh, hello president! I never expected to see you here this late." She looked sleepy, her hair down and wearing a black t shirt. Kirari's heart broke at the sight of her sad eyes, seeing her. She must hate her. "Do you uh, need anything? I have extra copies of whatever you need Im sure- what's wrong..?" Kirari avoided eye contact with her, teary eyed and and shaking slightly.
Before either of them could speak, Kirari rushed forward to hug her tightly. "I- president, are you okay?" Sayaka worriedly hugged her back. "What's wrong?" Kirari didn't know what to say. She'd finally worked up the courage to do this and now she couldn't even bring herself to say anything. "Sayaka I-" Kirari held her hands, they were soft. Sayaka gasped quietly, and looked into Kirari's eyes, though she was looking down.
"I love you, I appreciate you, I couldn't live without you." She looked up to look back into Sayaka's eyes. Sayaka could see her eyes held bittersweet pools of beautiful blue. "Oh president I- wow." She blushed and smiled nervously. "This isn't just a good dream, right?" Kirari laughed. "No, silly." Their heads leaned forward and touched, both of them smiling wide. "I love you too."
[irrrg this is not at all organized or anything but hahah here]
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