12. To My First One

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Existing of you retained me perplexed,
For a while thought my career got stopped,
Without even tried.

It took me one week to accept,
Sharing feelings with you have started,
Cause giving you importance nothing to be effected.

Both our parents said,
If you're a girl then it's your dad's mother,
If you're a boy then it's my dad's father.

My diet I haven't bothered,
My body I've sacrificed,
My everything to you I offered.

My initial check-up felt tensed,
For the first time, your beating heart 💓 I heard,
Almost like a running horse.

Father moreover of me, cared,
Brought everything good for you, and made me swallowed,
So that as a healthy one you will come out.

Six months to see you ahead,
But it's been one month your heartbeat has ceased,
Without any one symptom before noticed.

Doctor suggested,
Only I can do was make you aborted,
Hearing that news my heart got squeezed.

My heartbeat got raised,
My arms cooled down,
My mind was blown off.

Eyes of mine filled,
I told myself to hold,
But became uncontrollable and flowed.

People around me tried to comfort,
Your father caressed me and hugged,
I too decided to strongly take the stand.

The chilling cold in my backbone spread,
Cause loss of strength, my eyelids were getting dropped,
Yet kept me awake with stomachache and backache lingered.

A full day swam in the painful sea and floated,
The hell I saw and touched,
That much pain I've tasted.

But seeing you leaving me deformed,
Like pieces of a blood clot, whenever I peed,
Results in me more and more mentally distressed and killed.

Your father before me he named,
But you left me before I named,
Remained as my first one who can't step into this world.

Left-back for your father and me as a black scar,
Which always remember,
In the universe, you became the early brightest star. 🌟

Nothing more I can tell 😔 Rest in peace👼 and Miss you my dear little first one😚 (Bujjodu). Your father and I always love ❤️you forever and ever 😍😘

                                                                                                                                                                      --- *#Kushi#*

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