I sat up in my bed as I saw Billie walk in through the door. It was around 10-11 oclock at night and I was starting to think she wasn't coming. Usually she comes in around 9 since her parents and brother goes to sleep earlier than usual.
"What took you so long?" I got out of my bed "Nadia holding you up?"
She exhaled in frustration, confused as to why I even bought this up in the first place. I'm mainly still mad because expects me to believe a story she told me right off the bat. I mean we barely even know each other and she thinks I'm going to believe her just because she says so? Nope.
"Are you seriously still holding on to that? Let it go" she took off her shoes and walked past me to stand next to my desk. "Let it go?" I asked slightly, raising my voice. I wasn't to raise my voice since my mom has been out with way more guys than I'd like to admit this past week. "I'm not gonna let some shit go just cause you say so Billie." I was now standing in front of her as she furrowed her brows at me "You don't trust me?" she asked.
"No Billie. Trust is something you earn. You think I trust you because I let you put your dick in me? New Flash! I don't. You think I'm your little bitch but I'm not Billie! I'm my own person. Just because you stalked me and stroked your little perverted dick to my used thongs, doesn't mean I owe you shit. It especially doesn't mean i owe you my fucking trust" I yelled right in her face. For a second she went quiet. In those moments her confused face turned quickly into an expression I was simply not able to read. "What? Now you're not going to say any-" my sentence was cut short when she gripped my neck in her hand and pushed my back against the wall.
I almost completely forgot how scary she can look at times. Especially when she's dominating.
"Watch your fucking mouth" she spoke, alost growling through her teeth. "Make me." The adrenaline coursing through my veins completely made me lose track of the heat building between my legs. Billie leaned closer, her lips almost touching mine. "You want me to make you watch your fucking mouth? Ok" She grabbed me by my neck and threw me back on the bed, causing a little shriek to escape my mouth. She grabbed the big mirror from the other side of the room and placed it in front of my bed
"I'll make you watch yourself"
She climbed into my bed and picked me up, placing me on her lap. She began to make out with me aggressively as she let her hands grab my ass. She let her hands feel up my body for a second before rocking my hips back and forth against her bulge. Low moans started to escape my mouth and went straight into hers. She pulled away and began to take off my shirt. I wasn't wearing a bra at the moment so she immediately attached her mouth to my nipple, releasing a moan from my mouth. She eventually worked her way up and left hickeys down my neck.
"You're mine. Scream as loud as you want so the whole world can see how good I make you feel" she spoke into my chest. She laid me on my back and took off my pants. She slid a finger over my clothed pussy, making me shutter a bit. My hips bucked as my body ached for some more friction where I craved it the most. She pushed my hips down aggressively causing me to whimper in desperation.
"Stop teasing me please" I whined "The beg for me. Beg for me to touch you. Tell me what you want me to do." she spoke in whispers. "Please touch me. Make me cum baby please" I begged.
She slid my underwear down my legs to reveal my glistening pussy. She slid her fingers through my folds while laying herself down. Her face right between my legs as she blew air onto my exposed cunt. My body shuddered, craving her to touch me more. I rocked my body against her fingers, causing her to gently slap my pussy. A breathy moan escaped my lips. "What did I say? Stop complaining before I punish you more, understand?" she said, running her fingers through my folds again. When I didn't respond she slapped my cunt once more "Do you understand?" she asked again. I perched myself up on my elbows and nodded my head yes. "Good girl" she responded
She leaned down and let her tongue explore my folds. She pressed her tongue against my clit, turning me into a mess right underneath her. She flicked her tongue like that for a few minutes. My fingers found their way through Billie's hair as I felt myself on the edge of an orgasm. "Baby" I said "Im close" she looked up at me as she wrapped her lips around my clit. She hummed with satisfaction as I came. She didn't seem to slow down. She licked up the juices and then returned to sucking on my clit. I tried to push her head away but she used her hands to push me off. Eventually she got up and removed her shirt, throwing it on the floor along with her pants and boxers. She turned to me facing the mirror in front of the bed, readying herself for doggy style.
She forced me on all fours as she slid herself inside of me. Still mildly sensitive from earlier, I gasped as she was inside of me fully now. She started off slowly, groaning and huffing as she picked up her stroke speed. It felt so good as her tip kept on merely grazing my spot. "You like that dont you? You fucking whore." she spat out as she increased her speed "Yes d-daddy please" i spoke in between my moans and her groans.
She shoved my head down into the bed as she began to fuck me harder. Moan after moaning constantly spewing from my mouth as I felt her hitting my spot. Tears welling in the brims of my eyes, consumed by the euphoric feeling. She grabbed both of my wrist and pulled me upwards so my back was now pressed against her chest. Her dick now hits my spot directly, causing me to yelp. She grabbed my chin and forced me to look at myself directly in the mirror. My mascara from earlier now smudged under my eyes as tears streamed down my face. She leaned towards my ear as she kept the pace going. "You're not gonna say I have a small dick after this." she spoke slightly out of breath as I nodded my head in agreement. "You're gonna watch your tone next time, you know better than to talk to me like that, hmm" she spoke as i rapidly nodded my head, agreeing with her.
She chuckled as I felt an orgasm coming. I felt my entire body shudder as she kept pounding into me rapidly. More tears streamed down my face as Billie turned my head to face hers. She stuck her tongue out and licked the tears off the side of my face. "You're so pretty when you cry. Cum for me baby. Please?" on demand a wave of weakness fell over me as i came. She took her dick out of me as I opened my mouth for her. She stroked herself soon shooting her head back "Fuck Sel" she said as she shot loads of her cum into my mouth. I swallowed and opened my mouth for her to check. Once she saw nothing she smiled and kissed my gently on the lips.
We laid down as my legs violently shook. Billie took notice and sat up to look at me fully. "Are you ok baby? I'm sorry for being so mad and being aggressive i-" i cut her off "No no no im ok! That felt so good. And it's ok, if i knew you were gonna be that aggressive i would've yelled at you like that days ago!" We laughed in unison "But your legs!" she mentioned still slightly concerned. "It's ok, I don't need to walk," I said, making us both laugh.
She helped me to the bathroom so I could pee. Let me tell you, peeing after rough sex HURTS. After we peed and cleaned up, Billie got dressed before dressing me and helping me into bed. I laid in her arms as she hummed a tune. Sweet. She quit humming and chuckled.
"What?" I asked
"You called me daddy" she said
"Shut up" I laughed as we both fell asleep.
A/N: AAAAAAAAAAA ok ok I am sooooo extremely proud of this smut so if you don't like it I might cry. I wanted to do something more aggressive and rough since my first smut was SHIIIIIIT.
how would yall feel about me writing billie as a sub? If I don't do it in this book then don't worry, i'll do it in my smut one shots !
please enjoy this chapter as the book might be coming to an end in about 5 chapters or so..
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