My Lost Love

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•|| Conversation ||•

"Bhua! Next time take Monu with you too,"... Siddhi tell Neeta and request her too, so Neeta agreed too. Neeta finds themself connected to Siddhi and this bond make her pleased always, and whenever she calls her Bhua, that make her festive.
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Sana, Siddhi have delightful breakfast with Neeta and Neeta also love it too, they chit-chatted and Siddhi is the ladder one, she talks a lot with New and this makes Sana happy,

"Mumma can I watch a cartoon before bathing,"... She asks with her cute little puppy eyes,

"Hmm! Alright, but not more them twenty minutes,"... Sana when her time limit,

"Okay, thank you, Mumma, bye Bhua,"... She said and left then alone,

There was an awkward silence between Sana and Neeta, Sama didn't know what to talk and Neeta was thinking about how to start,

"Di, do you want something,"... Sana ask if she needs more justice or anything,

"Sana, can we talk in private,"... Neeta finally ask her looking in Siddhi's direction, this makes Sana nervous when Neeta ask her about a private conversation, she simply nods and they move to her room, Sama close the door behind and ask Neeta to sit on the single sofa on her bedroom which is near to her bed and she set on the bed and Neeta set on the sofa.

"Look Sana, I am not going to speak straight to you, there are many questions are roaming in my head which I need to clarify, from you,"... This makes Sana tremble, she feels apprehensive, she doesn't know, what Neeta will ask her,

Looking her anxiety Neeta came and set next to her amd hold her hands and make her calm, Sana feels little relaxed and nods in yea,

"First thing, did you and Montu, clear everything regarding your past,"... Sana eyes went wide hearing her thinking, how does she knows, seeing her as that Neeta said,

"I and Mom know about you both, Montu told us everything and about his mistakes, mom I didn't talk to him for long but still gave him a chance,"... Hearing about aunty knows too Sana eyes have tears she didn't control herself from crying and thought now how she will meet her again,

"Look at me Sana, we are not angry at you, it's not your fault, so please stop crying and answer my question, please!"... Neeta console Sama and repeat her question, Sana simply nods in yea,

This makes Neeta obliged, she controls herself and said again,

"So you both start dating again, huh!"... She teases Sana more and Sana bend her head down shyly,

"Okay, no more tease, so you both think about the future, I mean, your future together like a family,"... Neeta ask.

Sana hummed in the confirmation, she feels more nervous now, she doesn't know what question is coming next,

"Look Sana from the beginning I feel different toward you and Siddhi like we are connected and I don't know if it's my place to asking you or not and they resembles much, I don't know how mom and Montu didn't discover what I can notice, I am confused and her birth date amd age makes me more confused, so please answer, Is she's Montu, daughter?"... Neeta told her which make her confused or determined to know everything, especially about Siddhi's father.

After hearing her and that last question make Sana tremble and stuck in her place, she stops thinking and bend her head down, not in embarrassment but guilt, she felt guilty somehow letting Siddhi away from her family, her father and Neeta's make her more sorrow,

Neeta hugs her from the side and rubs her back gently and she heard Sana's whimper, she said sorry again and again for her rudeness, she consoles her until Sana felt relaxed and answer her,

"I am sorry,"... Sana murmured under her breath but much out that Neeta could hear, she raised her head a little and said,

"I am sorry for not confessing before, I was so scared and I didn't know anything about him and thought maybe he snatch my baby away from me,".... She pauses and took a breath of fresh air,

"I was alone, a single mother and not even rich like him, I didn't know that he change a lot until I met him a few months back, I thought if found out so he would take her custody,".... Sana cry her heart out in front of Neeta and told her how she felt scared,

"Sana, I am not judging you now from the past, past went and we are living in present and we have to think about future yours, his and your daughter Siddhi, that child needs a father, I look at her when Monu call him dad and how her face become gloomy, think about it,".... Neeta stop in between and Sana nod, Neeta wipe her tears and said,

"When you are going to tell them, that they are related,"...

Sana doesn't know what to answer her mind is not working right and Neeta somehow understand her,

"Take your time and soon tell then and you know how much I am happy that Siddhi his niece, I always took her like that but now I can do few things for which I was hesitating for and now you can't stop me too,"... Neeta tell her and also show her excitement,

"Soon Di, I will tell them soon, I can not explain how am I feel whenever saw them together, I also feel bad for Monu, I want to show him mother's love, but I so nervous that how will he react,".... Finally Sana spoke everything and show her anxious,

"I know he maybe gets upset a bit but he couldn't stop loving you, he waits all the time and now he can not let you go again,".... Neeta told her,

Sana nods and bends her head low thinking again,

"Sana sometimes we do something which we do not have to but still then our love ones not stop loving us, like this, he never stops loving you and he came back to you after his so-called stupid anger,"... Neeta's last word makes her laugh, they didn't realise the time and how long they were talking and while all this time Siddhi enjoy her TV time,

Sana came out and ask Siddhi to turn off the TV which she did like and obtained kid, Neeta kiss Siddhi and left after saying bye to them and kiss her cheek again and left, Sana took Siddhi for bathed and while all the time Sana mind is somewhere else, she thought, how to tell him again and again and during this time, she even forget applying Siddhi's baby soap on her and took her out after just a simple water shower, Siddhi giggle seeing her mother like that and shake her,

Siddhi told Sana how she forgets to apply some soap on her and just bathe her in five minutes, Sana shake her head and tickle her daughter, they play like that, they enjoy their mother-daughter moment, Sana kisses her forehead and cuddle with her till Siddhi ask for food.

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