My Lost Love

•|| FIFTY - TWO ||•

•|| TRUTH ||•

He didn't know that Sana is watching him from far and observing him quietly. She is crying and trying to control her tears. She knows that he still didn't say anything yet, these were just pictures, but she still did know that how will he react when he saw the next thing.
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Sana didn't know how to control herself because it's the most important day in her life and how will he react? This question makes her worry all the time. She patiently looks at him, like how he is smiling after seeing every single picture. His expression tells her everything. Soon, when he put the album aside, he looks into the box again, and this time he starts picking those documents. Especially, her birth certificate.

Siddharth open the documents file which seems to be related to Siddhi's birth certificate. He turns it and finds her name on it which make him slime again, but suddenly his smile drops thinking that now he will find the name of her father. He makes himself relax and look down,

This moment is unbelievable for he drops the file and put a hand on his mouth, he again took the file and check out every single price of paper in it, and every paper had his name, as Siddhi's father. He was surprised but shocked at the moment and only one question start roaming in his mind, how?

Sana came from in front of him after seeing his reaction and smile sadly,

"This is the most important thing, I want to share with you,"... She said and tears is visible in her eyes,

"Why?".... Only a single word came from his mother and she understands what her wanna ask,

"I-I won't!".... She fumble and try again to tell her feeling but he left the apartment with the loud sound of the door,

With that she broke down in tears and fell on the floor, she knows that he will not accept that, he will not accept Siddhi. Various negative thoughts came into her mind which broke her heart so much. He left without a word, and this make her more miserable.

She cried all her heart out, but tears did not stop yet, she made herself composed when sheet a call from aunty and Siddhi wants to talk to her, Sana talk to her too nicely so she can not find anything. After the call, she control herself and pick everything and settle it in the box and put that back in the cupboard.

It's really hard for her, this situation make it worse, his reaction was shocking, and she didn't know that he will talk to her or not. Bad thoughts make people more miserable and that is happening with her, she's trying to control but she couldn't. She laid down on the bed because her strength is giving up, a pool of thoughts roaming in her head and after seeing his reaction it's all became negative. Her blood pressure getting lower and she did feel right on the stop.

After seeing all that Sidharth feeling get numb. He didn't know what to want to say but see. g his make on the place of Siddhi's father makes him feel happy or terrible, he didn't know that he saw Sana and her eyes, full of tears. But after all that his blood boil and sudden anger raise in his body, he wants to shout, but he can't. He put all the things on the table and ask her, Why?

But he left without hearing anything because he can not do that, he was so happy a moment ago and now that situation him the worst person, the guiltiest person, what will his family say when they will for find out? He reached at the empty spot and shout, loudly. He makes his anger go so he can ask her why she didn't tell him before. Even way before so he can be with her for all the time when Siddhi was born, then he realised that how many things he didn't say, his daughter's first word, her first walk, everything. And she took all this away.