AEONIAN → JJK

Chapter 08

[Y/N's POV]

"Would you want us to stay for a bit? " Jimin asks.

"No it's ok.. I've already burden you enough. I don't want to make you guys more uncomfortable. " I say thinking about how I cried all the way back here in Taehyung's embrace. He just comforted me and patted my back all the while.

"No it's fine! You weren't a burden at all! Just tell us if you want us to stay"

"Thanks Jimin, but I'll be fine.. You don't have to. "

"Are you sure? "

"Yeah.. I'm going to be fine.. He'll come back soon anyway. " They glanced at each other as I Said that.

"Okay if you want that then... But just so you know... He might be a little late... You know his condition right? "

"Yes.. I do.. " I say a little sadly. I know he didn't want this marriage. And I also have a hint where he might be right now." Thank you for your concern.. And also for the ride"

"It's fine! It was the least we could do.. After what you had to witness right on your wedding day..And also! You don't have to be formal with us. Just think of us as your friends. Okay? "

"Okay. Thanks again Jimin ssi." I say as he smiles at me and turns towards the car where Taehyung was waiting for him. I let out a sigh and lock the door.

I take off my shoes and take a look around the place as I start to walk upstairs. The place is huge. It had different chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, expensive carpets covering the floors and newly placed furnitures around the house. I decide to go upstairs where our bedroom was.There was one large door that was located right at the corner which I assumed was the master bedroom. I entered the room and I was right. It had a beautifully organized king sized bed right at the middle, a dressing table,one study table,a door which I think leads to the bathroom and a closet.

I decided to take a bath. Entering the bathroom after taking off my wedding gown and removing the makeups, I fill the tub with warm water.I get in the tub and let my muscles relax. I close my eyes and think about what just happened.

First of all, my so called father had to come crash my wedding. Then my first interaction with my husband was him shouting at me. And I had to witness such a violent scene which was my husband beating my father. Which none the latter actually even cared for me.

Then, I actually had a dream. Which i'm not even allowed to chase after right now. And I had to leave my mother and come here. I feel so stressed out and sad.

And last but not least, my husband is not home at our first day of marriage. I thought of so many things..i actually had a thinking about getting to know each other and talk to each other tonight. But there he is, maybe somewhere drinking and getting high. It actually kind of hurts.. Knowing he maybe is with someone else even when I am his wife. Even though I don't love him yet and he doesn't loves me back yet....But it still feels kind of sad. That he just left me there. Even when I am his wife.

I understand he was angry for some reason. That he went on hyper activated mode right after seeing my father. Taehyung didn't even tell me the reason why. Even though Taehyung said he doesn't knows.. I could tell that he was letting the question slip away. I didn't ask him any further because I saw that he didn't want to tell me. I think It's just like Mr. Jeon said, If I make him feel loved and at home around me, then maybe he'll open up to me himself. And I hope that I will get to know about everything.. That what is making him this much depressed that he became like this. So that I can help him.