Soul Resonance

Chapter 41

"Roh rahe ho na aap?! Then why do you this baby?! Why do you torture yoursef?!"..nudging her head, she wraps her hand around the nape of his neck and pulls him down to peck his lips..❤️

"I failed miserably in my life, can't let you fail in yours! Nehi Sana! Don't do this!"..he continues to be in denial mode..!

"Chup! Stop this overthinking! Yeh batao..pyaar karte ho na aap mujhse?!"

He pulls himself back and looks to the other side, he is refraining himself to reciprocate to her love on purpose..😥

"Idhar dekho na baby! Kya darr hai aapko?! Bol toh rahi hoon na..galti ho gayi mujhse! Assurance chahiye na aapko? Toh theek hai, I swear on you, you are and will always be my first priority!"... she pulls him towards her again and rests her forehead on his..

"Galti nehi hai teri! Khudke leye sochna is not a crime Sana! Problem mere mein hai! I am an insecured person! I have fear of losing my loved ones and can't afford to loose another person in my life! Please understand!! Humein is relationship ko aage nehi badhana chahiye, for your sake only!"

"For my sake?! Main marr jaungi! Then how is it for my sake?! Honestly, I need you more than you need me!"

Meanwhile..the traffic light goes green..

"Have your medicine..hum is bare mein baad mein baat karenge..go home, take rest and start working on your applications.."...he starts the car..

She sighs and keeps staring at him in utter disappointment..

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Sana's mother calls Niyati..

"Haan ji Masi..? Baat ho gayi na Di se?"

"Nehi beta.. yeh toh phone hi nehi utha rahi hai..! Kya baat hai Niyu? Aayi kyun nehi yeh? Mera dil bohot ghabra raha hai! Ma hoon na, mujhe pata hai kuch na kuch toh gadbad hai!"

"Nehi nehi Masi..you are overthinking! Sab kuch theek hai!"

"Niyu, bachhi sach sach bata.. yeh Sana kisi se pyaar karti hai kya?"

"Pyaar karna toh koi gunah nehi hai na Masi..?!"

"Nehi nehi bachha gunah toh nehi hai..lekin yeh itni upset kyun rehti hai aajkal?!"

"Masi aap na Sana Di se hi puchlo..na main aapse jhooth bol sakti hoon aur na sach..!"

"Theek hai...main baat karungi kal..chal tu bhi dhyaan rakhna aapna..!"

"Haan ji..bye!"

"Bye beta..!"

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They reach her home..

"Sidharth!"...she expresses her restlessness again..she isn't ready to leave him for a second..🥺

"Ab aur nehi..Kal baat karenge! Abhi tum upar jao, have your dinner and take rest! Kal aram se baat karenge!"

"Sid.. harth!! Mujhe neendh nehi ayegi! Please suno meri baat! I beg of you!" 😥

He turns to her side and cups her face..."You are my strength Sana!! I can't see you this weak! Not even for me!"...he kisses on her forehead..."Go home! I am there..!"

"You are there?! Promise?!"

"I will always be there! I promise!"...he rubs the back of his palm on her cheek softly..😔

"Ok..aap bhi ghar jao..I will call you at night!"

"Theek hai..but I want you to take a proper dinner..and you will take care of yourself! Okay?!"..he smiles at her..