|Why Do I Want Him|

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(they are all 16)

Tre was riding down the street on his bike, making his way to billie's house. Mike had spent last night at Tre's house to help him dye his hair, and that was when Tre asked for his advice. He told Mike that he had feelings for billie, and the older boy actually gave pretty good advice. He told Tre to just be cool about it and tell him. So here he was on billie's front porch, he set his bike against the railing and went up the 3 steps to his front door. He knocked and after a minute his mom answered the door. "Hi Tre" she smiled, "hey Mrs.A, um is Billie around" he said returning the smile. "Yeah come on in, he should be up in his room" she said letting him in. He thanked her and made his way to the stairs. He felt pretty confident as he quickly went up the stairs. Tre was smiling as he opened Billie's door, but what he saw made his heart drop. Billie was making out with some girl on his bed. Tre turned red out of embarrassment, as they pulled away and looked at him. "S-sorry" Tre mumbled as he closed the door, quickly making his way back down the stairs.

He nearly ran into his mom as he was trying to leave. "You leaving already sweetheart" she asked. "Oh he said he was really busy so I told him I could just come back later". Tre said faking a smile as he held back tears. "Oh, alright I guess I'll see you later" she chuckled. Tre told her goodbye as he walked out the door. He hopped on his bike and petaled as fast as he could, just wanting to crawl in bed and not come out. He almost smashed into a couple of things on the way home, barely able to see through his tears. Tre just left his bike in the garage as he made his way inside. He went up to his room and shut the door. His stomach felt like it was tied in a knot as he silently cried against the door. He quickly realized he was about to lose his lunch and rushed to his bathroom. Tre kneeled down and emptied the contents of his stomach into the toilet. Once he was finished he sat back against the wall. He stayed there for a moment before he got up, flushing the toilet and washing out his mouth. Tre turned off the light as he shuffled over to his bed. He collapsed on the bed, putting his face in a pillow.

His mom woke him up for dinner and he trudged down the stairs. He ate about half of it, just pushing the rest around. His parents asked him if he wasn't feeling good because he always finished dinner. He lied and said he just had a headache and asked to be excused. Tre went back upstairs and laid in bed for a while. He watched the sunlight change colors on the ceiling as it started to set. He ended up falling back asleep and woke up at 11, still fully clothed and thirsty. He pulled everything off except for his boxers, finding a pair of shorts and putting them on. Tre sat back down on the edge of his bed, his head was throbbing and everything just felt off. He picked up the water bottle on his nightstand and almost drained the whole thing. He laid back in bed, facing the wall, as he started to drift off he heard a tap on his window. Tre ignored the noise assuming it was just a branch or something. But he heard it again, and then again. He reluctantly got up and looked out his window, Billie was standing there. He had been tossing pebbles at his window trying to get his attention.

He sighed, opening his window and poking his head out. "What do you want" he softly called down to him. "Well good evening to you too" Billie chuckled. Tre just rolled his eyes, "can I come up or what" Billie asked getting closer. "Sure" Tre sighed, stepping back from the window so Billie could climb up and into his room. He was sitting on his bed when Billie climbed in, closing the window behind him. He came and sat down next to Tre and looked at him. "So do you wanna talk about it" he asked, "talk about what" Tre said, still looking down at the floor. Billie scoffed, "you came over to my house today, saw me kissing a girl and basically ran out. Then I call you to see what was up and your mom told me you're sick and barely got out of bed. So I called mike earlier to see if he knew what was up with you" he finished. Tre's heart started to race, hoping mike didn't tell him about his crush on him. "Is that why you've been acting all weird, cuz you like me. And that's why you ran out right". Tre sighed knitting his hands together so Billie wouldn't realize they were shaking. "Yeah" Tre said quietly, looking up but keeping his eyes forward.

"Did you think I was gonna hate you or something" Billie questioned, looking at Tre. "I don't know" he paused, his voice wavering. Tears pricking at his eyes " I was just scared, I didn't know what to do and I didn't think you'd-". Billie didn't let him finish, he just pulled him in and kissed him softly. Tre was shocked at first, but leaned into him, kissing back. Billie pulled away after a few seconds, leaving Tre blushing and confused. "So what about that girl, huh?" He asked looking away from Billie again. "She's not my girlfriend if that's what you're asking. She came on to me and tried to be all up on me. I only let her in cuz she was gonna sell me this sweet, vintage, cherry red record player for real cheap". He put his hand under Tre's chin and gently turned his head to face him. "I really like you Tre" he said, looking him in the eyes. "I really like you too" he replied blushing as Billie looked at him. Those hypnotic, beautiful green eyes, almost impossible to look away from.

Tre leaned back in, connecting their lips again. They kissed for a while, finally pulling away for air. Billie cuddled with Tre until he fell asleep. He got up carefully, trying not to wake the younger boy. He wrote him a little note in a notebook on his nightstand. Billie just wrote in the note that he enjoyed the night and told Tre to come over when he wakes up. He slipped out the window and headed home, smiling like a fool.

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