Broken Then Fixed

Chapter 9

I woke up all dizzy thinking,"What time is it?" I checked the clock and it said it was almos ten. In like, ten o clock it's dark outside.

Did I crash that fast after I studied? It was barely two when I finished studying. When Harry left for indoor tennis.

Harry. Oh yeah. I didn't get much sleep last night because of Harry. Wow. Poor guy. And I thought my life was sad. But it looks like everyone has a dark past. Just thinking about it gives me a splitting headache.

I put all my books in my backpack and dragged myself up the stairs. I came back down and got out my phone, checking my shit since I had nowhere else to go.

My stomach grumbled and I realised I was starving. And I really wanted Nandos. I bet it's still open.

I sighed and put on my boots. No point in doing my hair again. But, I don't really want to eat alone. I grabbed my phone and called my best friend who's been there for me since the bullying started. Luke.

His phone rang two times and then it picked up.

He laughed,"What?"

Oh I know that laugh. I cleared my throat. I bet he's with Lizz. Bet. Ever since highschool, we haven't had that much close time as much as we used to thanks to her. I coughed and held the phone thightly against my ear, trying not to get mad at him again.

"Are you free to go to Nandos or are you... Busy?" It was silent for a while and then I heard a girl giggle. Yup. He's with Lizz.

She giggled again and I heard Luke so clearly say,'Shut up. This is important.' Then he laughed. He was back on the phone,"Can Lizzie go?"

I sighed. Why would he want her to come with us? Why do I even ask. I already know he's so gaga over her.

"Yeah. Sure. Meet you there in five minutes."

"Lizz get ready! Later we'll-" I hanged up. I didn't want to know how that sentence would end.

I swear. Can't a girl have quality time with her best friend without a whore to interrupt us, like Lizzie?

I put my phone in my pocket, put on my coat, and walked out of my house and stayed there looking at up at the falling white snowflakes, leaning on my door. Seeing it snow at night makes it look so romantic. So beautiful. Well, at least for me.

It was so beautiful I almost didn't notice Harry staring at me. He was covered in snow flakes and since I was just standing there with my back to the door, he put a hand next to my head and got closer.

We were face to face and he stared deeply in to my eyes, as if trying to read my mind. His expression all serious. Oh no. I knew it.I knew he hasn't changed. He'll just hit me again.

I pushed him away and he fell backwards. Who knew I had that much force in me? I ran to my car as fast as I could but I slipped. He pulled me up and since I was struggling to break free from his strong grip on my arms he opened my unlocked car and put me in the drivers seat.

His hands now on my shoulders, shaking me."What's wrong?! Why did you push me?"

I stopped squirming and felt the need to slap him. "Are you for real? You were gonna hit me! Go away Harry. I have to meet somebody at Nandos."

I pushed him again. He didn't fall.

"Look, I was just trying to test you. To see if you were strong enough to defend yourself from me or other's like Zayn and Louis. Clearly you are."