metanoia |N.H|

chapter three.

Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me to it in my van every sunday

The day has come. First day of filming on set.

The movie is based on the book, "Anastasia."

Apparently it started out on this website where people write and publish books. They don't even get paid for it! It seems pretty stupid to write just for fun.

Yeah, it blew up. But it was a long-shot. It wasn't guaranteed it'd even be made into a paperback.

Now the day has come, i get to play Anastasia.

Pore girl with a junkie mom and a cancer riddled sister. Is broke and gets job as a stripper where she meets mafia exec and falls in love.

The basicness of the app from what i've heard.

I'm reading the book right now.. i'm about five chapters in.

Sounds amazing so far. No love interest in sight, but it's going downhill already. Her mum's a bitch.

Either way, It'll probably spoiled for me if i don't read it all later tonight. Suppose i won't be sleeping tonight.

Anyways, i pull into the parking lot for set. I was told to come in late so whoever is playing Lorenzo can film the first scene in the book. The prologue.

It's about 11:00 am, and they've just finished filing the scene. Don't get to meet the man of the hour until another day. Decided to try something new so we won't have a bad experience meeting each other, and we'll get on alright.

For now i'm working with Loni Anderson, who will be playing my mom. And Maia Mitchell who will be playing Alex.

I've known about them for a couple months, and have hung out a couple times. They're both sweethearts.

Meeting the girl playing the strippers at the club in a couple days.

Either way, I couldn't be more blessed to have the support of these wonderful ladies!!

Three weeks later

It's the day. I get to meet the listeriosis man. I'm just now pulling up to my parking spot, then i'll head to hair and makeup. Which after i'll go to my trailer.

I couldn't be more excited to meet the man of the hour.  I heard the first scene we'll be doing will be in the nude? For me, at least. Heard it'll be like Shameless but as a movie. Except they're a scenes where he actually has to touch me for the screen.

Quite terrified, but it's what i've signed up for.

They've just finished doing my hair and makeup, now i'm on my way to get into the clothes. I've never worn something this rowdy on screen. It scares me a bit.

Especially since i'll actually be being touched in this scene.

I have five minutes until i have to be down for filing, so i'm looking at the script. As i look, i'm shocked.

Not only will i be showing my vag, and having it touched. But i'll be having it eaten. for fucks sakes. I even have to orgasm. They want the most authenticity for the scene.

I knew i signed up for this with the contract, but i didn't expect it to be this early on.

I haven't even met the man!

I hear a knock at the door. It's my set assistant.

"Hi, I'm Emma, Em. I'm your assistant as you must already know. Uh, Your fellow lead co-star is going to be in the trailer next to you. He's already ready to give you an orgasm, so you'll be sensitive, "wait, he was to finger band me before? did i sign a contract on this? "Want you to have that virgin feel to you. Not that you're not a virgin! Sorry, shouldn't have said that. Anyways, had anyone told you about the orgasm trailer before?" She rambles on.

"Uh no, they didn't tell me anything about orgasms off screen, was that in the contract?"

"Yeah, we want you to be as comfortable as possible! Will be easier if you guys have sex off screen before on-screen. You guys are more then welcome to do it at your homes together before coming onto set. Sorry if it seems a bit weird. Want you to be able to adjust to his.. size," She says i'm a peppy voice until she gets to the last sentence, where she more whispers.

"Uh size," I say not having expected it.

"Yeah, around nine inches," she says lowly. Before waving and walking off.

I get up and take off the clothes, just keeping my underarms on and replacing the clothing with my robe.

I walk about seven steps and think about knocking, before realizing it's technically mine too.

I walk in and turn to the right. There on the couch I see Harry.

Harry fucking Styles.

I widen my eyes before saying, "What are you doing here? You were meant to get a minor roll!"

He smirks, and then says, "Your would have been co-star chickened out while reading the contract a couple weeks ago. Called me in as an emergency. Didn't really care, so i signed on."

I walk over to the bed before sitting down next to him and saying, "so.. how are we meant to do this?"

He laughs for a second and then replies, "Well we could have sex. I could eat you out. Or finger you. It's up to you. I'll be tasting you later either way, so it'll be just as weird."

I think about it before saying, "Just finger me, don't want to have to have you going all the way before we have to. Also.. I'm gonna need you to turn me on somehow, which will probably have to be you like pre-gaming me. Nothing crazy, just kissing. Sorry if it sounds weird.. I've never done anything like this before," I ramble on.

"I kinda just assume we were gonna kiss, but that is for clarifying that either way," he says in a cool tone.

A few moments of silence go by until he turns my way before inching his face mere moments away from touching. We're breathing heavily, before we're kissing.

Not sure if I initiated it, I just down want it to stop.

He pushes me back, and he undoes my robe. he kisses my neck as his hands begin to remove my underwear.

All of a sudden, I don't care. I don't care if it's fake, I just want him to touch me.

He throws my underwear somewhere that i don't care to see. you looks at my face before inserting a finger. He pumps in and out. I clench my eyes until i hear him say, "look at me Ecce," which causes me to peel my eyes open. "good girl, I'm gonna add another finger," he warns before inserting his ring finger alongside is middle one.

"Fuck," i moan out. I wonder if it's sound proofed. I move my hand up to his hair and tug in pleasure, which causes him to whimper.

I smirk, as he continues to pump his fingers in and out.

A pressure starts form in the pit of my stomach. "Almost there, huh? I can feel you clenching," he calls out.

"harry," I moan out as i come. He continues to pump in and out letting me ride out my orgasm. When it's done, he lets himself fall down beside me.

I'm out of breath, and i can't imagine how i'll go through this again in a bit.

We lay still for a few minutes as i catch my breath, then sitting up.  Deciding it's time to head to set. "You ready," i ask.

"I could ask the same thing," he calls out.

a/n

I haven't written smut since i was twelve. It was a ron weasley fanfiction which i completely abandoned almost right afterwards.

anyways.. how did i do?

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Yes guys, this is still a niall horan ff. Just wait to see what happens.

also the book i was talking about is actually all published, it's, "anastasia" by EroticMarie

everyone do yourselves a favor and go read it!!

anyways hope you enjoyed,

-brittney</3