metanoia |N.H|

chapter four.

Push me up against the wall
Don't take it easy
You like it hard like me
It's what you need
Let's get naked and explore
Our inner secrets
For what it is
It's what it is

"Niall," i moan out.

He slides in a third finger, making me release a straggled moan.

He pumps his fingers in and out, then circling my clit.

My arms lace around his neck, pull on his hair as he continues to pump in and out.

"I want to taste you," he says in between lustful kisses.

I nod, "yeah?" he says suprised.

He slides down my body, kissing a train between my breasts, down my stomach, them moving onto my right thigh.

He leaves love marks in between my thighs, slowly making his way to my core.

I breathe heavily moaning often.

I fell his breath against my clit.

"I'm going to show you you've been sleeping with the wrong member," he says before dipping his head down.

I let out a rough moan.

He suctions my clit roughly, as his fingers pump in and out of me.

"Niall," i moan out. "Fuck, i need you."

"You need me?" he says lifting his head up, a smirk on his face. "Are you my needy little whore?"

"Please," i say not responding.

"Tell me you're my needy whore and ill fuck you," he demands.

"i'm yours," i give in.

"My what," he says testing my pride.

""Your whore. I'm your needy whore," i say no longer caring.

With those words he pulls off his boxer, revealing his dick.

Without a thought, he pushed in; not letting me adjust.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Fuck.

I open my eyes and look to my side. to my shock, Niall isn't there.

Must have been a dream—no, a nightmare.

Thank god that was wasn't real.

I'd never actually be submissive with him. As a matter of fact, i'd never fuck him. I'd never be needy for his dick.

I'd never let him call me his needy little whore. I'd never let him call me his anything actually.

I sit up and grab a clip from my bedside table. I put my hair up.

I hang my legs off my bed. I quickly get to my feet putting my slippers on.

I walk out my bedroom and into the kitchen.

I grab an apple and head to the bathroom.

i take a quick shower before heading to set.

once there, i see my assistant waiting for me outside my trailer.

"Hello Ms. Allard, here is your schedule for the day," she says as i unlock my trailer.

"I told you to call me Ecce! I am not Mrs. Allard, that's my mother," i exclaim, trying to get the point across.

"Right, sorry Ecce. Anyways, let me know if you need anything. I'll be inside preparing," she says blushing.

"You can stay in here! I'll call you in once i'm changed so you won't see my privates," i laugh out.

"Right, right. Of course. If it's what you want," she said hastily, still beet red.

"Of course! it's freezing where all the crew waits! cant have ya freezing out there. I'll be a minute," i say slowly closing the door behind me.

I quickly change into the stripper outfit, and put my robe on. I open the door and see her still waiting there. "Come in here quick before you get frostbite," i exclaim.

"I didn't know they provided a robe for you. Do they give that to all actors with nude scenes," she questions.

"Oh fuck no. Had me mum bring it up for me the day i had the nude scene," i explain.

"Oh, right. Right, course. What am i even saying!" She's says, likely feeling embarrassed.

"Don't worry, thought they'd give me one too. That's why i didn't already have one here that day," i explain to save her from embarrassment.

She just nods and opens her laptop. She hastily starts working on whatever she does. I open the script and rehearse my lines.

Thirty minutes pass by, and hair and makeup arrive. "I'll just go, won't bother you all anymore," she says getting up to leave.

"Not a bother! Come on, really don't like me?" I tease.

"No! no, of course not. Just didn't think you wanted me here," she rambled out.

"I'm only teasing; you can leave now if you'd like," i saw with a smile. She walks out with a nod and a smile.

The quickly get me ready. I'm on my way to the set within thirty minutes.

i walk into the club set and practice for five minutes before they're ready to start filming.

another five pass by and i wonder what's taking so long.

I walk up to the camera man and ask. "Oh, we're waiting for Niall. Got stuck in traffic this morning so our day is a bit delayed," he explains.

Not only has he ruined filming for me, but he's also ruined the flow of my day.

In walks the man of the hour.

"Hey everybody! So sorry about the wait," he shouts out while making his way towards me.

I roll my eyes and walk onto the stairs.

"I don't even get a hello?" He shouts out.

a/n

hi!!! so here it is!!!

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