Public Diary of a Silent Soul

I. For being adult

It's look like i'm gonna be an adult person in a few years more, i'll be adult in age perspective.

For me, being adult is a burden. i have to life well, i have to act like the other adult person, i have to thinking logically.i can't being as free as when i was a teenager. even there's still a lot of adult people that's not have a mature mindset, i won't be like them. when i was in teenager i hate that type of person a lot. they see me as a kids, and i just be like, "ah, they literally don't know about me, what's in my computer, my book, and my mind. they only see my age." they are literally forget life doesn't have any things to compare with the age gap. there's still a lot of things that adult people don't understand, and there's still a lot of things that teen or kids doesn't know it too.

being mature is a process. the conclusion is it. 

even the old man and the old woman still have to learn how to be mature.

being mature is not for 24/7. it's not from how long you've been lived here. it's from how far do you get what is the real definition of your life, and try to life with your own way and rules.

and being mature is easier then being adult. because you can be a mature person even you are still 18, 19, 20, etc. and being adult is just how we face it. if we keep learn about anything, we're in progress to be more mature than yesterday. but when the adult person stop to learning, and regard as they had understand about this life, they stop growing.

life is about how the time flies, that's why a second can be that important.

do your best in every way, do your best in your 'right now' phase.

being mature is not a phase, it's a things that we could learn till die.