Riansh os and ts

My First and last love- Riansh TS. (Part 1)

So Many asked for a second part of  "Distanced-OS"   which I uploaded yesterday, so I am working on it and will post as soon as I finish it. Till then hope you enjoy this TS. 

So this story is when Vansh marries Riddhima but instead of Riddhima it's Ragini and instead of Ragini it's Riddhima.

Vansh's Room

Vansh: Ragini, this marriage means nothing to me, it's completely fake for me so don't keep any expectations from me. I can never love you or give what you want from this marriage. I was never fine with this decision but I pretended to for my family, I don't want to hurt you in any way so never cross my path. If you want you can leave from here right away, I wouldn't mind, you have your own life. (Expressionless) It's up to you now. (He left the room with his belongings)

Ragini sat down on the bed with a few tears rolling down her cheeks. She had never expected such a reaction from Vansh towards their marriage. Ragini and Vansh had gotten married on that day, after two years of wait. Ragini had loved Vansh from the first time she saw him, it was love at first sight for her but for Vansh, and he had no space for any other girl apart from his first love.

After the marriage had taken place, Vansh didn't speak a word to Ragini, their journey to VR mansion was very quiet and when he spoke in the room, it was all never expected. It was their first night. Their room was decorated beautifully but there was no reason for it. Vansh's family knew what he went through while marrying Ragini but carried a smile on their faces, hoping that they would see their Vansh change. They knew that his first love meant everything for him but when she left him, he was devastated and they had no other option than bringing another girl in his life.

Ragini never in her dreams imagined that this would happen but she kept thinking optimistic and brushed off the thoughts from her mind. She was inquisitive to know what made Vansh react like that, she knew nothing about his past. She made up her mind to get to know his past so that she can help him overcome it. His question ran in her mind the whole night "If you want you can leave from here right away, I wouldn't mind, you have your own life." She knew that she loved Vansh then how could she take that decision, no matter what, she decided to stick on there. She soon drifted off to sleep in his thoughts.

The next morning, Vansh quietly entered the room to get changed for his work day when he saw Ragini sleeping peacefully. He was astonished seeing her there, he thought that she would have left him however she didn't. He rushed to the bathroom and stood under the shower. The water pouring down his face and body, hid his tears. Soon after he couldn't hold himself and started crying inconsolably and aloud. He slapped himself a couple of times and tried to hurt himself but nothing worked on his iron type body. He switched the tap off and went and looked at himself in the mirror. Tears rolled down continuously and he started talking.

Vansh: I hate myself!! (shouting in pain) I couldn't protect you!! I'm such a bad man, it all happened in front of my eyes but I couldn't do anything! You left it me all alone in this cruel world. I left all my illegal and dangerous businesses for you but you....you left me completely. Why did you go sweetheart? Why!! (crying) I wish I could reverse everything that happened on that day! I can't live without you anymore sweetheart, I really need you!! Yesterday was my marriage....didn't we see that dream together, of marrying each other? Then why weren't you in place of Ragini? Why dammit!! Please come back, your Vansh is a dead body without you!

Tere Jaane Ka Gham,
I grieve with the pain that you went away;
Aur Naa Aane Ka Gham,
and are not coming back to me yet.
Phir Zamaane Ka Gham,
The fear of sarcastic comments by people (or world) about our love also worries me.
Kya Karein?
What should I do in such circumstances?