Disparity // clifford

pink

/hanna/

the colour of his lips

the way he kissed me was always like it was the end of the world. it was always so urgent and passionate and he always held me so tightly when he was kissing me. sometimes i got scared, worried that something was really wrong, but after kissing me, he always just grinned sheepishly and pulled me into a warm cuddle. this was usually followed by me saying something along the lines of;

"you ass." 

he'd just chuckle and hold me tighter. 

whenever he was playing guitar and singing in our room, i couldn't help but look at his face. there was something about the way it showed his emotions when he sang that i just couldn't tear my eyes away from.

i remember when he first sang for me, he was really shy and tried hiding the emotions, but that didn't last for long. by the end of the song, his eyes were watery and he was breathing heavily.

he sang an amazing rendition of "i'm still here" by john rzeznik, from the disney movie 'treasure planet'.

i remember getting up and walking to the sofa where he was sitting in his mum's house, taking the guitar from his hands and placing it in the stand, before leaning down and kissing him softly.

something about the song, and the way he sang it, made me crave his kiss and his arms around me. at that time, we'd only been dating for a few months, and neither of us had said those 3 words yet.

i pulled away from the kiss, and mikey looked up at me with adoration in his eyes, and i realised that singing that song must have been a huge thing for him because a tear rolled down his cheek.

i sat down next to him on the sofa and took his hands in mine. before i had a chance to say anything, he quickly dropped my hands and pulled me onto his lap so my legs were across his. I sat up so his face was close to mine and rested one hand on his cheek. 

"michael clifford, i am hopelessly in love with you" i smiled shyly, and he had a shocked look on his face. but then kissed me so passionately, i couldn't help but grin under his lips.

"i'm in love with you too, you idiot" he chuckles before kissing me again.

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THE FEELS THO

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