It Was You , Always ! 💜

A new beginning ❄️

Time : 1.30 am , May 1 , 2021

I was in the favourite place of my house . The terrace come balcony , which had all kinds of flowers that smelled divine , because I love flowers and it's my hobby to grow plants, the single- seater swing which added more beauty to that place . Those creepers across the swing and the grass mat on the ground which felt like real grasses on the fields when we walk .The chill breeze of the night hit my face , making my hair strands dance in a to and fro motion . My eyes were brimmed . I don't know why , for the past three years .. my eyes always welled up when the breeze hits my face . I missed my coffee at that time( to your kind notice that I'm a coffee addict) which made my tears to overflow from my eyes .

I noticed the lights in my room getting on . I quickly wiped my cheeks which were strained with tears now . I knew who it was .. my ever charming husband . Yes , I've been married and it's been three months since my marriage took place . Things were all in place until that day .. and the night of my marriage was the day which turned my life upside-down. My husband came and sat near me , I was staring at my phone which had my family photo ( to make him believe that I cried because I missed my family .. although it's true) . He jerked a little upon seeing me cry ( maybe I felt so) . He kept his hands on mine . I felt shivers in my body on his warm touch on my cold hands . I turned around to look into his chocolate brown eyes (that has always been my weakness) . For a second I drowned in his caring look for me . I wanted to get lost and melt in his sight . I wanted to forget all my worries . And no it's not happening I flung my head around in another direction to distract myself . He cleared his throat and asked me

" What happened?"

I just nodded a "NOTHING" .

I felt a drop of water on my hand . I thought it was a rain drop but soon realised it to be his tears . I pricked my heart to see him cry . My dumb heart being hurt for a million times still pricked seeing him worried . He started

" please will you give me another chance to be your husband ?"

I looked at him shocked . My heart was in a turmoil .. was he really asking me this? . A made a sad smile and replied

" You've never been my husband from the day we got married .. then why are you asking for another chance?"

I stressed the word ANOTHER CHANCE . I could visibly see him hurt . He began weeping like a child . I just sat there without knowing what to do . He again said

" Please, I know I've hurted you more than anything , but I never gave up on you in front of others" .

I know he has always supported me in front of his annoying relatives . But does that only mean to be a husband? . He again continued

" I know I've hurted you with my past .. I needed time to overcome , but please believe me and just give me one last chance to prove myself" .

Yes I know that he was committed to a girl before marriage even before marrying him . I accepted him knowing that he still loves her ( past now .. maybe) . It's not fully his mistake .. I accepted him knowing these . I took a long deep breath . I said in low voice

" Prove yourself to be my husband"

. I think he didn't hear it . He spun his head as fast as lightning towards me . It made me smile .

"Huh?"

He asked .. This time I spoke a lil louder

" Prove yourself to be my husband "

. His face was blank . Suddenly he hugged as tight as he could as his whole life was dependent on me and I froze there . But I badly wanted that hug .. I didn't reciprocate thou . I could feel him .. his tears and his uneven thudding of his heart . His smell , his touch, his embrace was all I needed . He broke the hug and looked straight into my eyes . I again got lost in his eyes . He spoke in a husky voice

" I promise you that I'll be the best , you deserve" .

That's it .. that was all I needed in these three months . I wanted him to feel my love and to give him all the love he deserved in this world . But now at this moment .. he was telling that he would give me the life I deserve . I somehow felt that our hearts were inclined . I smiled at his words (maybe blush) . He stood upand gave his hands and I kept mine on his and I stood up . I was visibly tired of the roller coaster of my emotions within the last few hours . He gave me some water and patted my head . Okay wait that was unexpected . I gave a smile ( I again blushed). We both layed on our bed and slept awaiting for a new sunrise in both our lives . The coldness in our room for the past three months which was my only company now seemed to disappear . It had done its job of not leaving me alone when I needed it the most . But now it seemed to leave but by only giving me to the safer hands of my husband . I felt relieved and had a sound sleep which I didn't get for the past few months .

The morning sunshine woke me up . I turned around to see my husband ( now I felt a tinge of blush and satisfaction when I call him my husband) . I looked around in our terrace come balcony , but he wasn't there . He was neither in the restroom nor in our changing room . I went to get freshen up and did all the chores and came back , only to find my ever charming and handsome husband playing with a baby who was still not able to walk . Gosh ! I once wished to wake up at this sight and now it's happening all for real . I admired my hus more than that baby . He made cute expressions to make the baby laugh . He smiled at her smile with his dimple making its way ( another weakness of mine) . He made his eyes joined by making it look at the point of his nose , and pulled his tongue out making the baby laugh harder . He made a cute pout and kissed the baby's nose . I stood there watching all these . And how I wished that I could be the baby in his hands . He suddenly saw me and wait .. but with his cute smile ... I saw both of my weakness then . His eyes and his dimple . I must say I could see an ocean if emotions in his eyes . But again I distracted myself by looking into the baby . I went and sat near him and took the baby from his hands . Our hands brushed and I felt an electric shock in my body . I looked at him .. only silence prevailing in our room .. our hearts uneven thudding and our breaths inclined .. that was when the baby started giggling . We broke the close proximity and I took the baby to my lap . Suddenly the baby started playing with the single pendant chain I was wearing on my neck . It was a pendant of the alphabet 'A' . Everyone thought that it was my name 'ALANKRITA' but little did everyone know that it was my first and foremost love's name ! Yes my love ' A ' . I removed the baby's hands and started playing with her , only to hear a knock on our door . That was Preethi , our neighbour and she came to take her baby back . She was surprised to see her baby mingling with us in a short time .

" You guys are the only ones with whom my baby is playing "

she said . To my coincidence the baby's name was also in ' A' . "Aradhana" , that was her cute little name . She smiled widely only to reveal a tiny cute tooth in her lower jaw . She wore a pink with white hair Bow( but with no hairs on her cute little head) matching her dress . Her grape shaped eyes and her cheeks just like cotton candy , she all together looked like a cotton ball to me . Light weight yet fluffy . Soon the baby left . It was my hus and me all again in our room . We shared few words and got ready for our office . I dressed up and was doing my hair , that's when he came and stood behind me .. both facing the mirror . He noticed the tattoo on my wrist in the left hand . It was the alphabet 'A' with a ' Guitar' attached to it . He asked me what's it . I couldn't lie to him on the first day of we being a couple ( or maybe I thought so) . But I couldn't lie to him . I turned towards him , took a deep breath and yes it was time to reveal my PAST. I began

" Chennai , Loyola College , batch 2017 , the most buzzed guitarist and the heartthrob of that place . "Mr . A ".

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His face went pale.. but why ? is the question you all have I mind .
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Ashaangi fam 💜❄️

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                   ~ K 💜