Author POV
"Team!" Win shout. "Ughh, Hia why is shout? I don't feel so good, let me sleep some more." The younger reply as he tries to sleeps back.
"Team, wake up. Your body is burning up. Wake up and let me help to wash you a bit then you have to eat to take the medicine." Win says as he doesn't care anymore what Team sees him whether as his hia or P'Win. What he cares about the most now is the recovery of Team.
Win do everything that would make Team comfortable. Win takes a bowl of warm water and also the cloth to wipe Team's body. Win also change Team's shirt.
Win POV
First time I cook for someone else. Why do I care so much about you when I know that one day you will go? No! You can't think like this Win. You already say that you want to help him without him replies your love back, right? So, focus on Team.
I bring the congee that I made to Team's room. I know that he can't get up from his bed. "Team, wake up. Eat something then take medicine." I saw Team open his eyes. I sat beside him and put the congee at the table beside the bed. I help Team to sit.
I take the congee and feed Team. He just opens his mouth and takes the congee. After two spoons, I saw that his eyes become teary. "Hey, why are you crying? It is bad?" I ask, afraid that the congee doesn't taste good.
"No, I'm sorry. It just you remind me so much of my hia. Why did you want to help me, P?" Team ask while his head was tile to the right and it was so fucking cute. "I don't know. Maybe your face is so pitiful that makes me want to help you." I reply while facing him back. "P!" Team pout. Stop Team, I cannot control myself if you behaving like this. "I'm serious. Why did you want to help me?" Team asks again with the same question. Should I be honest that I already fall in love with him?
"P, I don't know how to read your mind. So, can you give me the answer that I want instead of thinking by yourself?" "Why are you so impatient? Calm down, little boy. Fine, Team maybe you find me weird after I say the reason but please believe whatever I'm going to say." I decide to be honest and think about the consequences later.
"Khap. So, tell me the reason." This brat doesn't know how to wait. "Team, to be honest, I just want to help you at first because I pity you. But after I heard about your hia, I don't know why I become jealous. I suddenly think that, why don't I try to trick you by acts like your hia. But of course, you can tell the difference between your hia and me. I think that I already like you Team, no actually I love you but don't worry you don't have to feel a burden about my feelings. All you need to think right now is take a good rest for your recovery."
I say it! I say about my feelings to him. I'm so afraid that he will feel awkward so I stop feeding him and didn't look at his face. "Why did you stop P? I'm still hungry." Huh? He doesn't feel anything after my confession? I look at Team. He is waiting for the congee. "P? I say I'm still hungry."
"Ouhh, here." I continue to feed him. "So, you're not going to say anything about this matter? I say that I love you." I became brave a little bit after saw his reaction. "Hurm, we just met about a month ago, and I never had a relationship before so I don't know how to act after your confession. But would you mind giving me some more time?"
I do not expect that this was his reply. Of course, I'm happy but I don't know how to acts because his reply is out of my think. I'm happy but still, shock. "P? Why do you become quiet after you confess? Did I say something that makes you hurt?" Team says as he scratching his head.
"What? No, you are not. I'm just shock but yet happy about your reply but still shock." Ouhh, I become a fool. "Haha, your face is so funny right now. I don't know that your face also can become like Pharm. Red as a tomato." I quickly cover my face after putting the bowl on the table.
"Stop teasing me, your little brat," I say as I headlock him in my arms. "Ohoi P, I'm sorry. Release me, I can't breathe." I release him as soon as I heard that he is coughing. "I'm sorry nong, I forgot that you are sick." Team just glare at me.
"But Team, did you mean what you say just now? That you want more time to think about it?" I ask afraid that Team will change his mind later. "Look P, actually I'm also not sure about my feelings that's why I want you to give me some more time."
"But Team if you just feel sorry about my feeling better stop before late. I already say that you don't need to mind about my feelings if you feel it is a burden to you. I'm just want to let you know why I want to help you." I say that I am also afraid that Team will force his feelings after I confess to him.
"No, I do not feel sorry to you. I like being with you. Although you remind me to hia but as you say that I can tell the difference between you two. I feel the warmth being around you. You care about me when I'm feeling lonely here. You already saw another side of me which is only hia see before this. So, I think that I might be selfish if I say I want to try it with you to forget about hia. I'm afraid that the moment I saw hia again, it will not become like what I'm expected to. Would you mind if I use you to forget about hia, but I will try this with you, just you. As I say I know nothing about the relationship but I will stop if you feel uncomfortable with me. Can you P?" Team asks while trying to please me.
"NO!"
To be continued.
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