Chris's pov
I wake up to chandler laying on me
I look around the room and look back at chandler I place my hand on his head and play with his hair
I softly place him on the bed and roll away
I check my phone and walk out the room
I walk towards Katie's rooms and slowly unlock and open the door as I walk inside I see her sleeping I slowly close the door and stand near the chair next to the bathroom
I clear my throat and call for Katie
"Hey wake up" I say While acting I'm walking out the bathroom she rolls over and looks at me "hi baby" she says
"Wanna get breakfast?" I ask
While taking off my shirt to change into a better one "sure" she says sitting up
I walk towards her and sit on the bed with her
"You in to mood?" She asks pulling me back to try to give me a kiss
I pull away and stare at her "not really" I say
"I'm just hungry" I add on sitting up
"Oh.. ok" she says
(2 hours later)
After spending time with Katie I went back with chandler.. to be honest I wanted to tell Katie how I felt now but I just couldn't
I don't wanna hurt her I don't wanna hurt chandler I'm in love with Both of them
I really love Katie.. shit I married her that how much I love her but after chandler.. I don't feel a sexual connection towards her just romantic
But with chandler I really feel such a sexual connection to him and a romantic connection
Kinda wish I could have both of them I want that to happen but sadly it can't
"Chan" I say walking towards him
He looks over to me and I look at his beautiful face in the sun with his beautiful tan skin
He smiles and nods
"All of us are gonna have dinner later you like wanna come?" I ask
"Why not" he says leaning on the dock rail
"We gotta dress in suits and stuff" I say placing my hands on his standing behind him
"Really?" He whines
"Yup.. but I bet your gonna look so hot" I say while giving him a small kiss on his neck
He turns around and blush's a little
"Jimmy went to get us the suits" I say
"Fuck I wanna fuck you while you wear it" I say
He lets out a soft smile and small laugh
"Alright" he says
Jimmy gave us the clothes I was with Katie getting ready I had a chance to call it off and break up with her but.. I can't do it it's hard to do I really love her a lot I don't wanna hurt her
But if I don't I will be hurting Chandler.. shit I don't know I hate love why do I love them so much I just hate that I could only choose one..
After the time with Katie I left early because she was still getting ready
The restaurant was just in the lobby very high class and stuff as I wait there I see chandler get out the elevator looking so fine as usual
The tux really fit him so well it was also tight around his waist and torso witch was a turn on for me but I gotta wait
After awhile of waiting everyone showed up and it was really going great for a long time until about an hour in I don't know what was happening but I felt so much pressure on me
Chandlers POV
"Im tired" I say standing up "so ima go to bed Il see you guys later" I say looking at Chris
"Wait il go with you" Chris says "I forgot something in the room" he says
Me and Chris walk to the elevator and go up to the room
While I open the door I turn around and kiss Chris he pushes me in the room and pulls away
I rip off my suite jacket so it leaves me with a white button up
"Chandler stop" Chris says as he closes the door I stop and sit on the bed me look at him
"Yea?" I ask he walks up to me and I pace his hands on my face while I look up
He runs his fingers down my cheeks towards my jaw tilting my head up more
He gets two fingers and starts rubbing my lips with them I slowly start to open my mouth as he slowly puts his fingers in
He lets out a small smile and stop he goes back to a straight face and lets out a sigh "I uh.. I didn't break up with Katie" he says as he slowly rubs my face "oh" I say "are you ever going too? Or just keep doing what your doing?" I ask with a angry tone "chandler" he sighs
"I'm gonna go back down" he says
"we cant stay like this" he adds "it won't work"
"Katie's here.. I love her shes my bestfriend my wife..your..your just my...friend.." he adds
I felt my heart drop it felt like it broke into a million pieces it felt like he just left me somewhere to die it really hurts hearing this words "I-its fine go" I stutter "be with her"
"Il see you later chan c- Bud" he says
