Nova was sat at technos set up, still waiting on hers to come in. She logged into her twitch, grabbed the guitar off the floor, and started the stream. The image of the original tweet was on the screen for 5 million viewers. She was the top of twitch.
Nova looked at techno, who was sitting on the bed. He mouthed, I love you. It was a small gesture, but a big enough one to give nova the confidence to start singing.
"Toxic, the only word to describe this, nonsense"
"And I'm aware of the hypocrisy, when the whole world is watching me"
"Fuck this"
"This whole relationship is just a gas-lit, contest"
"No they can not tell you want to think, so to anyone who's listening"
Techno watched the girl, she was normally easy to read, but he had no idea what she felt. He was pretty sure if clay was here he wouldn't be able to read her, and he knows her the best.
"Cut it off while you can, take it from someone who cant, I can not understand why are lives the internet"
"It's not hard to pretend that your still so innocent but we're fucked in the head, if your not?
think again"
"Cut it off while you can, take it from someone who can't, I cannot understand why are lives inter-
Lives the inter"
"Hard to pretend that your still so innocent, but we're fucked in the head- head-
lives the internet- net"
The screen switches from tweet to tweet, calling people out. Sexualizing her, body shaming, unintentionally bringing more attention. She didn't bother blurring the names and users. Why would she? They didn't bother blurring her face, or technos for that matter.
"Toxic
how social media's this constant, hot mess"
"We call it out for being unhealthy, yet me made this society"
Techno took back what he said earlier, he could hear in her voiced how broken she was, but the look on her face, they way she gripped the guitar a little harder, how she almost spat her words instead of singing them. She was pissed, not at herself, not even her fans, but the platform she was on, but mainly Twitter.
"Watch this!"
You could basically feel the sarcasm coming off her tongue.
"Yeah now this generations in a crisis,
it's priceless."
She laughed, but not at anybody. It was almost sadistic, seeing the grin on her face, the way she innocently batter her eye lashes, even if she thought nobody was watching her.
"We freak out over every little thing, so to anyone still listening"
"Cut it off while you can take it from someone who can't"
"I do not understand why are lives the internet"
"It's not hard to pretend that your still so innocent but we're fucked in the head, if your not?
think again"
"Cut it off while you can, take it from someone who can't"
"I can not understand why are lives the inter- lives the inter"
"Hard to pretend, that your still so innocent but we're fucked in the head- head lives the internet-
net"
Little did anybody know, many famous musical talents watched the girl. However she was peaking the interest of a smaller artist, but many larger ones were already texting people, wanting to get their hands on this girl. Nova would soon come to find out that maybe this dox wasn't such a bad thing.
"Hate to call us but, we know what we've done"
"Yeah this monster we've created it's all over, yeah, it's won"
"You can take what you want from this any lessons better then none"
"But your still fake the smile on your face as if your thoughts aren't overrun with the,
Constant anxiety, the weight of society, the dark side of you and me,
the mental instability"
"The side effects of misery, the red flags you didn't see
The person your tried to be, depression and it's constancy"
And that verse right there, did it for one artist. It was enough for him to pick us phone and call his producers. Telling them he knew who he wanted to write a song with. No matter the risk of a new artist. This girl had talent it was clear to a blind mouse.
"Oh ~"
"Cut it off while you can take it from someone who can't"
"I do not understand why are lives the internet"
"It's not hard to pretend that your still so innocent but we're fucked in the head, if your not?
think again"
"Cut it off while you can take it from someone who- from someone who"
"Off while you can-
"That your still so innocent, but we're fucked in the head- head"
"Lives the internet"
Nova stretched out the guitar strings, and slowly played it out. She took a deep breath before turning to techno, she said a million words at once with pleading eyes. Techno got up and held her hand, just out of frame. She swallowed and turned on her camera.
"Good job Twitter."
Just that sentence alone wanted to make her cry, but techno just held her hand tighter, she took a deep breath.
"Congratulations, I really hope your happy." She just shook her head. "And if you want to continue to sexualize me, to body shame me, to attack my brother, go ahead. Just know that your a piece of shit, and your probably the reason streamers like me, and Dream, and corpse, and swaggersouls, are so afraid of showing are face. We're afraid of what you'll say, what you'll do." Nova ranted. Techno took the liberty and turned off chat for her.
"So to the people out there that saw me drunk and want to fuck me, I hope you get help. And for those who thought my body would have a 3 inch waist and a double D bra size, go fuck your self, look in mirror, because you aren't perfect." Nova smirked as she said it, she felt like she had the upper hand on her demons for once. Like she was going to win this up hill battle.
"My lives the internet."
Nova smirked, flipped off the camera and turned off the stream.
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