🔞𝙁𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙮 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙒𝙤𝙤𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜+18🔞 ✓

🔞 Chapter 16🚭

Are u really going to do this? Wooyoung thought to himself, he looked up to San he doesn't care, why would he? He kills people for fun Wooyoung was more upset that San didn't care why isn't he trying to stop me

It's not that he's looking for attention he just kinda hope that San cared. He had feeling for him and he realized that but he's just living in his killer's house, he thinks that San was getting bored of him so he decided to pull the trigger

Don'tdoit!Ulikehimjustsaythat! don'tdoit!Noonecarenotevenhim!don'tdoit!Ifudon'tdoitthenhewell!don'tdoit!You'renotgoodenough!
Don'tdoit!Ulikehimjustsaythat! don'tdoit!Noonecarenotevenhim!don'tdoit!Ifudon'tdoitthenhewell!You'renotgoodenough!don'tdoit!

Wooyoung freaked out and shot the floor, he threw the gun down and ran to his room, San followed him "Wooyoung i-"

"Don't say anything" the younger said a little upset "no wait, listen to me" Wooyoung got a bag and started putting his clothes in

"What are u doing?" San question "I'm leaving, no need to kill me"

"Wait I love u" right, good he said it but Wooyoung wasn't buying it, the fucking guy sat there and waited for Wooyoung to shoot himself how could he say 'i love u' after that, Wooyoung showed him a fake smile and continued shoving clothes in "I said I love u"

"Ha right, it sound like u were forced to say it" Wooyoung wasn't wrong San just said it but it wasn't sincere "u just said that so I'll stay, well that ain't working" Wooyoung got his bag and push San out the way and went to the door

"No kitty I really do love u" Wooyoung heart started beating fast hearing San call him by his nickname "Wow thanks I love u too" he said sarcastically

"U don't sound like u do-"

"Right exactly!" Wooyoung opened the front door and started walking out, it was close to the evening so people might see them but Wooyoung didn't care

"Please don't go! I promise I love u, I was just-"

"-Figuring out if u should save the love of your life" Wooyoung said and San shook his head "fuck off" he continued walking "San I'm leaving, I need to think about things"

"So you'll come back?"

"No...yes... maybe I don't know" he continued "i think we should go our separate ways, I'm not going to kill myself, I'll be moving somewhere else by myself, I just need to get away"

"Ok well let's get away together"

"No I want to be by myself" he started getting emotional "I've been in that toxic house ever since my dad die and I got beat up in school by someone I loved, I fucking killed that person!.. and I thought I was feeling something for u, can u blame me? U sat there waiting for me to die, u won't even spare a glance at me" tears was streaming down his face

"I didn't mea-"

"No. No I can't be here anymore, just let me go, I need to think about things"

"Ok ok... I'm sorry I didn't tell u sooner but I promise I love u" Wooyoung stayed quiet he didn't have anything to say "let me give u some money and u can go wherever u want ok?" Wooyoung nodded

San ran back to the house to get 20,000 dollar in cash but when he came back Wooyoung was gone fuck!

(∪。∪)。。。zzz

Wooyoung ran and ran, he wasn't going by Yeosang he's going to live on his own, he wish he could say goodbye to the two most important people to him but he can't what am I doing!? Is this right to do? Can I live by myself? Can I find someone like Seonghwa and Yeosang in this world? Can I fall in love with someone else!?

All the questions was going through his mind, as a kid he live around people who didn't care for him so he thought he wasn't good enough but then he got Seonghwa, Yeosang and San but he's running away from them

Is he being ungrateful?

No he will remember everything they did for him and maybe someday give them back the love they gave him but what if they didn't want to see him again?

He then had a flashback to when he had the gun to his head, what if he pulled it would San care? Would his fucking mother who never even cared about looking for her missing son care? Hell no!

He didn't finish school, he has no connection to anyone, he don't even know how to rent an apartment so how's he going to make money!?

*😏7 months later*

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Ok small note I didn't expect to go like this, I was thinking he would move to Seoul with San but then how would the book get interesting

I also promise +18 so that's what you're about to get

(Also a lot of jealousy 🙊)