Chemical Love (Craig Mabbitt Fanfic)

Chapter 19

*Anastasia's POv*

I watched as he pinned me to the nearest wall.

‘Miss me sweetie?’ he had his signature evil smirk on his face.

‘Piss off Dan. You already put me through hell when we dated. Why are you here now?’

‘Because I missed you babe,’ he ran a hand across my cheek. I leaned away from it disgusted.

‘Don’t call me ‘babe’. I’m not your girlfriend anymore. Get away from me,’ I hissed. He smirked and snaked his hand around my waist slowly lifting my shirt. I spat in his face. I had no other defence, he completely pinned me to the bricks. ‘Fuck. You.’ I said glaring at him.

‘Don’t mind if I do,’ he said as he dragged me into an alley way. I’ve done it now. He threw me to the ground and hovered over me, holding my wrist to the cement. I did the first thing that came to mind, kneed him where it hurts. He winced but didn’t release his grip. In fact, he tightened it making me wince.

‘The more you resist, the more pain you experience,’ he said before he slammed me. He found some rope and tied my hands behind my back. With nothing left to turn to, I screamed, only to receive a blow to my stomach. Believe me, this guy could punch. He began pulling down my jeans and pulled down his own. Tears streamed down my face as I begged.

‘Please, please don’t do this. What have I done to deserve this?’ he glared at me and punched me once again. I continued screaming and begging but only got hit more. I sobbed uncontrollably as he started raping me. There was nothing I could do.

When he finally finished with me, he pulled his jeans back up and walked away, leaving me there. My jeans were on the ground next to me, I was bruised and bloody and I was still sobbing…but silently. I was too afraid to make a sound in case he came back. I managed to, somehow, free my hands and pulled my jeans back on.

Mid-way through this process, Andy turned the corner. Great. He stopped when he saw me. I bet I looked like hell.

‘A-Anastasia…w-what happened?’ he stuttered, I just shook my head. He went to hug me but I flinched away from him.

‘Please, talk to me. What happened?’ I just shook my head again. I was too scared to say anything even though Dan was probably long gone. Andy looked at me with concern.

He lead me back to ETF’s bus and sat me on the couch. He just comforted me any way he could without freaking me out. Every time I made a sound when I was with Dan, everything just got worse. I was still in shock from it all. I finally let Andy get close enough to me so he could clean me up. A few minutes later, Escape the Fate walked on.

‘Anastasia!’ Craig cried when he saw my condition. He ran over to me and sat very close…too close. I immediately moved myself away from him, scared of anyone at the moment. A look of hurt, confusion and concern washed across his face. I felt guilty but I just couldn’t.

‘What happened?’ TJ asked.

‘I don’t know. She refuses to make a sound,’ Andy explained. Emily walked over hesitantly and placed her over mine. When I didn’t react I could tell she had an idea by the look on her face. We walked to the bunks so we could talk in private. None of the guys moved an inch. Robert, Kevin and TJ were still by the door.

‘Will you tell me?’ I nodded hesitantly. I knew she couldn’t hurt me.

‘It was Dan…’ she gasped.

‘I-I thought he left,’

‘So did I. But apparently he came back,’ I said with a frown. ‘It was worse this time Em…it was worse…’ I quietened even time I spoke. I explained everything to her, even why I won’t talk in front of the guys. I watched her facial expressions as they changed from shock, to sympathy and then to hatred.

‘Lie down and get some rest. I’ll explain to the guys,’ she instructed. I nod in response and lay down in my bunk. Hopefully I can have a dreamless sleep.