The story of my life

My Mini Mid-Life Crisis

So in like 6th grade i fully got the fact that I was a weirdo like a full on weirdo.

I ended up becoming a nerd and a band geek but thats not what made me weird. I don't find myself as a one-of-a-kind kinda deal but I do like to think of myself as special in a way. Not always the best of ways.

But in 6th grade I met this girl through my one of my newer best friends Madison and she turned out being gay. And I was just like yeah thats cool I like gay people considering my sister was gay so I was like thats nice.

But when I met her I thought she was like really pretty. So I had became her friend and all did the normal girly shit that friends do and we were close. Until I (forgot to mention a talk in my sleep) told her that I liked her one time while she was sleeping over. I didn't remember doing that at all and she never told me that I did that. So by 7th grade I had fully realized that I liked her. And I thought to myself well she's gay and I like her were both girls so it should be okay.

Now mind you i thought that i wasn't gay she was just special. You could even say she was a phase of mine. But when I finally told her and everything and remembered she was just like "I know you told me." Blushing like hell we awkwardly talked and flirted. Until I asked her out. The first two times she said no but the third time she asked me out!

But she asked in the middle of summer before our 8th grade year! So I was worried she would just make me a summer fling.