Lost

Seven - The Square Up

Jisoo

I don't know that my heart could beat faster , more than it was when the first time I met her . Looks like she overdo herself ..

Staring at her sleeping figure in my bed , felt like a bullet train keeps on crashing over and over inside every part of my body . My body fills too much of emotions right now .. Chills run down my spine , and a welcoming warmth circling around my stomach . Is this even for real ?

GOD , I know I'm not a good person .. I don't even call on you again , since my mother died . But please , I'm begging you .. If it's just a dream , please don't bother to wake me up again .

A strands of her hair fall down from her ear , covering the beauty of every details of her face has .. I reached out , and gently put it back behind her pinkish ear .

" You're so beautiful .. " I whispered .. Abusing this slipped of opportunity to be able to look at her . Studying how her brows twitching little by little .. Her pretty feline eyes seems to open anytime soon , as her nose scrunching cutely .. And her mandu-like cheeks moving along with her lips that pouting adorably .

Jendeukie ..

I looked up at her and her eyes was struggling to open , she blinked a couple of times before finally , her eyelids opened up wide enough to reveal my favorite chocolate brown eyes ..

I'm expecting her to look shock and scared , I've been bracing myself for that second when she wake up .. But to my surprise , she didn't . She just stared back at me just like how I do .

A minute passed , and neither of us break the staring contest between us .. Then I saw something in her eyes , I can't read well . Sadness ? Longing ? Sorrow ?

I was pulled out of my reverie , when I saw her hand reached up my brows , massaging it gently .. And I sighed in contentment , as I closed my eyes .

The feeling of her hand on my face disappeared , and I was about to opened up my eyes . When her fingertips brushed against my forehead down to my brows , left before right and slowly traced the bridge of my nose down and up until she maneuvered it to my closed eyes .. She brushed it softly in my eyelashes , makes me flashed a small smile as I relaxed in her touch . GOD I miss this ..

She wonders it in the expanse of my cheeks before tracing up my ears , I try to calm my heart beat , imagining what she looked like while doing this .. As I felt her continued from there , down to my jaw slowly running up until my chin . And there I can't help a wide smile to break out ..

I inhaled deeply , controlling myself not to kiss that finger when it lands to my lips .. She traced it from the top lip down to the bottom delicately and when she paused , I opened my eyes and saw hers looking down on it as her mouth is slightly opened .. She looked up and her chocolate brown eyes seems to be like my dark one . She gulped loudly before she hesitantly withdrew her hand .. We stared at each other for a moment before she speaks up .

" Who are you ? " she whispered softly , somehow hopefully ..

I just looked at her longer , trying to read what's going on that pretty little mind of hers ..

It's me , baby .. Your Chu .

She seems too confused and uncertain in general , more than she should be . She deserves to be loved completely , she deserves to be given all she ever wanted , she deserves to have all that she desires .. But why does she looked so lost . I thought , I should be that one . I was the one who looses her .

" Jisoo .. " I whispered back , looking straight in her eyes as it changed into a much lighter color .. " Kim Jisoo .. "

Her gaze lingered , like waiting me to tell more and she frowns .. Squinting her eyes a little . " Jisoo .. " she mumbled ..