Lost

Eighteen - Tied Hearts

Jennie

Looking at the beach in a really great weather were pretty relaxing .. I was standing at the porch of our cabin . Inhaling an ocean fresh air , looking at the few people enjoying the good ambiance of the place ..

" You should rest , you know .. " a calm husky voice heard from behind me ..

But before I could even turned around , a pair of arms were placed at both sides of mine .. Trapping me between her body and the fence I was leaning in since earlier .

I could feel her breath in my ear as she leaned forward .

Too close ..

I closed my eyes , trying to calm my heart down from crazy outburst of this another intimate moment with her ..

" Oh I think you won't .. " I looked at her teasingly , walking backwards away from her as I kept on provoking her ..

She's walking slowly towards me , those sweet smile plastered in her heart shape lips were tempting me to stop this playfulness and walk back to her and kissed her whole instead .. " Jendeukie .. You'll just tire yourself , baby . You know that I could always chase you down .. You can't walk away from me . Could slip , but can't go any further away .. "

I hummed tauntingly , nodding slowly before I turned my back on her .. " Too confident yourself , Captain ? "

I placed both my hands on my back , clasped it together .. Tilting my head slightly , looking back at her through my shoulder with a little smirk in my face . As I walked further , swaying my hips seductively with my ass up , knowing she's looking ..

She stopped at her track , biting her lip with a strained groan .. She forcefully drop our shoes at the sand before shaking her head . " Oh ~ Now you're on , Ms. Kim ! "

I squealed joyfully when I saw her sprint towards me , and I ran for my life .. We stayed like that , playing around the shore . Until she slowed down , looking at me smilingly .. I smiled to myself , knowing she's slowing down for me to catch a breath .

Shaking my head slightly , still hardly breathing from the running I did .. After a moment , I walked backwards again slowly , facing her . Our eyes locked , looking at each other lovingly .. I wanted to convey every love I have for her through every way possible . Even it isn't enough , I wanted her to know that she's the only one I could ever love ..

This heavy feeling in my chest , was eating me . My heart couldn't take to picture out her pained face , when the time comes ..

" I love you , Chu .. "

She stopped again , this time with a confused and intent look .. She pocketed her hands , just looking at me with a furrowed brows . " Stop saying it like you're gonna disappear in the next minute .. "

I kept on walking away backwards .. Selfish of me , but I don't want to take my gaze away from her . While fighting the tears forming from my eyes , apologizing to her mentally for everything ..

" I love you .. "

" Don't .. " she said , taking a step forward but then stilled .. " You're scaring me , Jendeuk-ah ~ "

I beamed a smile , still walking further .. Why does everyone seemed to be unfair for the both of us ? Why do we have to be apart , Chu ?

" I love you .. "

She took a step forward again , fishing out a hand from her pocket and laid it up in the air .. Looking at me confusedly pained , but still offering me to take her hand .