Jennie
Is it normal for me to be shocked , nervous and confused at the same time ? Cause hell , I am .. So this is the reason why I have this heavy feeling , since the invitation of this conference meeting .
I looked at the people around me .. Dad seems to be in his baddest day ever together with Auntie Heesun , they looked at her like they want to kill her right at the moment .. Uncle Soohyun was still visibly shocked and angry at some point . Well Kai , obviously so pissed , he even holding my hand since she came in . Like someone's gonna steal me away from him .. Joohyun recovered miraculously faster than anyone , still shocked but composed . And the rest , including me was confused and shocked .. Only I had a feeling that this is going to be bad , and that makes me so damn nervous .
I looked at the other side of the table , where Lisa was sitting next to Auntie Heesun which is on the right corner side of the table .. Next to her was Jisoo , looking so calmed and collected , the exact opposite feeling of everyone here . I looked at her more longer than I should be , she looked so beautiful .. She dyed her hair , the raven turned into a chestnut one . It fits her though , she looked hot in every way .. God Jennie ! This is not the right time for your shameless desires .. Damnit !
To be honest , I think I should be angry with her , right ? Her , showing up in here just makes dad's words could be true .. But somehow when I saw her , I was just really pissed because she doesn't ran after me the other day at the library and the audacity she had coming in here .. I don't wanna talk about it , but I felt scared and pained in some point the second , the girl in my every dreams and flashbacks were being cleared to me that is her . The same woman I was being crazy for , sometime now ..
Maybe I think , I do really need to check for some help mentally , cause there's no acceptable reason for me not to be angry with her .. I maybe really gone crazy .
I looked at her again , she looked so different than the night she saved me .. Her dark brown eyes looked so empty , she doesn't look like the person I've been dreaming for the past months .. And that was enough to give me chills , she looked at me , catch me staring at her . Her brows twitched , looking deep into my eyes .. Like she's reading me .
Ugh ! Jennie , for the love of God ! Your fiancé was just right beside you , and you're mind was on the woman sitting in the other side of the table .. Get a grip woman ! You should be angry with her dumbass ! Argh !
The rage my father was expressing at the moment seemed to be uninteresting matter for her , as she just let Lisa and Seulgi explain and file everything .. She just looking at me like I'm gonna disappear if she averted her gaze . And I am hypnotized by her ..
Oh Jisoo .. What are you doing to me ?
I was pulled out of my thoughts and our gaze cut off when I suddenly felt a little pain in my hand .. Just then I saw that Kai was gripping unto it . I glared at him , but he doesn't budge a bit .. He loosened a little but still holding me firmly , what's wrong with him ? I'm getting so confused by his actions for this past days , like he's not the one that I knew ..
Maybe Chaeyoung really is right , I should have considered this before everything ..
I looked back up to where Jisoo is , and saw her being held by Seulgi beside her .. She has her hands in the table . Curled up tightly , as she glared at Kai deadly with clenching jaw .. Seulgi leaned in her and whispering something , she closed her eyes for a moment before releasing her tight grip . Lisa patted her hand without even looking , as she gave every information she had to give for legalizations ..
" Jisoo .. " Uncle Soohyun called her , making us all looked at him .. The room became silent , even dad who was so visibly angry , stopped questioning them . I looked at her and saw her still closed eyes .. Like she didn't hear anything .
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FanfictionKim Jisoo was the ultimate player back in college , all girls and boys were drawn not by just her beauty but also with her intelligence . All perfect little human herself , an excellent athlete , genius , multitalented and all , charming , sexy and...