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𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫

I had yet get out of bed it was now around 11am. I went to bed thinking about her, no girl has ever made me feel the way I feel about her. I try to remember that it just a fake relationship we cant actually catch feelings for each other.

I hopped into the shower and washed my hair. I hopped out of the shower and quickly filmed a thirst trap, gotta get that bag you know? I posted it and got changed.

I made my way downstairs to see most of the members sitting in the kitchen. I made myself some french toast and ate engaging in conversation with the others every now and then.

Y/n walks down the stairs, she sat down across from me after quickly kissing my cheek. If only she knew what it did to me. I simply mumbled a quick goodmorning trying to dismiss how she makes me feel.

The simpliest of actions can make me feel like im on cloud 9. She looks up from her phone noticing my tone of voice, she gives me a small smile which I decide to ignore.

I have to push her away, I cant catch feelings for someone if known for less than a few weeks. Today was the day she went to an interview with Refinery29 and Nessa.

She got up not long after I totally dismissed her. I felt bad but I know its the right decision to push her away. I cant catch feelings for her it wouldnt work out for either of us.

I figured that she probably went to shower or go get changed for her interview. She had to pick Nessa up so she had to drive to her house then to the studio.

I never really got why she always wanted to be out of the house. Even if it was a short drive or to go get some random food from pinterest. When she was home she would be doing her assignments or sleeping.

She over works herself. Seems as though no one really notices that other than me. By the time I feel out of my daze she was grabbing a water bottle from the fridge. She quickly said bye to everyone before giving me a quick peck.

I heard a car door close and drive away. I let out a sigh of relief knowing that now I didnt have to avoid her. She really was an amazing person but I couldnt risk catching feelings and it not being returned.

I was making my way to my room when my phone started to ring.It was Megan Kane. We dated in High School. Till the day I found out that she was cheating on my with my best friend at the time.

I broke up with her not to long after I found out. Someone at school was running around the school saying that "yo someones getting laid in the bathroom". Most people went to go stick their nose where it didnt belong.

When everyone came back from the bathroom they all looked at me with a face full of pity. I wondered why everyone was pitying me, so I then stuck my nose where it didnt belong. I walked in to the bathroom making sure to be quiet.

I heard the clapping of skin and Megan moaning like crazy, my blood was boiling I saw my best friends school bag on the floor. How do I know its his? he has a rip in the bag from a practice. I walked out immediatly grabbing my bags and leaving.

For the rest of the day I just sat in my room replying to messages and people sending me pictures of the notes from classes that I missed. I declined all of Megans calls, I really didnt wanna talk to her.

I got a few calls from Josh too. I cant believe that they would do something like that to me. I was brought out of my daze when my phone rung for the millionth time. I was getting more and more irratated with the constant vibration coming from my phone.

I decided to answer after getting a few more calls. The voice that filled my ears was one that I dreaded hearing.

"𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞?" She asks skeptically.

"𝑌𝑒𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑉𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑒" I say trying my best not to think about that day again.

"𝐂𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧?" Desperatly trying to start something up again.

"𝐼𝑚 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑒." Im trying to cut this conversation short.

"𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐢𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡." She really likes being the victim

"𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒"

"𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐮𝐡?"

"𝑌𝑒𝑎ℎ."

"𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐝 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭?"

" 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑀𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛 𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛. 𝐼𝑚 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑌/𝑛"

"𝐨𝐡 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐲𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞"

ᴀ/ɴ

I have nothing to say lmao

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