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1.9

𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫

I woke up in the room, I had identified as Jordan's spare room. I tried to lift my body up but immediatly fell back down due to my pounding head. I looked around in attempts of finding my phone.

It was on the night stand to my left. I grabbed it and began scrolling through instagram. It was only 8am I doubt the others are awake. I continoued to scroll and scroll for another hour.

Thats when my phone began blowing up, I was being tagged in the same clip posted by different people. My heart dropped when I opened it.

It was me and the mystery girl from the party last night making out. I had brushed it off when the door opened continouing with what I was doing.

I followed the link to a video titled ' Coming Clean On What I Did'. It was by a girl named Alissa Mconall, she was the mystery girl from the party.

I watched through the entire video, while walking down the stairs to search for advil. My head was still pounding but I pushed it away as my eyes were glued to the video.

Once the video ended, I had an advil in hand. I was debating on how I should adress it or even if I should. My phone began to vibrate once again, this time from twitter. It was from my ' girlfriends' twitter account..

' okay lol '

I couldnt help but feel hurt in a sense. I knew that I hurt her. I wasnt in the right state of mind. I asked Troy to drop me off on his way home.

I got into the house trying to avoid everyone that was home, I managed to succeed. I wanted to call her I just wasnt sure. I mean she could not care at all, her tweet could have been about something else.

I mean its not like it was a real relationship. I mean who knows how she actually feels about me. I hope she feels the way I do.

Thats when it hit me I still hadnt figured out what I felt. Did I actually have feelings? or was I regretting the whole thing? I laid down beginning to think.

𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒌𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒐 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒀/𝒏 𝑨𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝑯𝒐𝒎𝒆

𝐘/𝐧 𝐇𝐚𝐥𝐥

I was in shock I guess thats what you could call it. I immediatly regreted not thinking it through. I shouldnt have gone out, I shouldve stayed home so I could think everything through.

" hi...."

He clears his throat " hey"

I walked in to my bedroom and placed my bag down. I took a seat on my bed waiting for him to say what he wanted to.

" have you....seen it" he asked not meeting my eyes. He probably felt guilty, his face was almost unreadable.

" mhm....I witnessed it too" i say looking down at the white spread I had on my bed. In my pereferal vision I saw Vinnie look up in shock.

" you were there?" He asks looking me straight in the eyes. I simply nod, not sure if looking into his eyes would help my case.

" look I know I fucked up I was drunk off of my ass last night. I was drinking without a clear mind only making my situstion worse. Im sorry for hurting you" he takes my hands into his.

" I dont think this is gonna work anymore Vinnie." I say once again looking at the bed spread, pulling my hand away. I was holding back so many tears but he couldnt see me cry.

" if thats what you want, Ill respect that Y/n"

" Thank you"i say letting a small sob escape my lips.

" how are we gonna tell the fans?" I say breaking the uneasy silence. I was still silently sobbing with my head down. Vinnie mustve noticed because he came over to hug me.

" im sorry " i choked out. He ran his fingers through my hair. Only then had it hit me we werent toghether anymore. I held back my sobs and pushed him off of me.

" its not your fault" he says walking towards the door. " well figure out how to tell the fans"

As he walked out I felt my heart shatter.

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did i cry? Yes yes tf I did