'Y/n and jacks superhero' ( a Hotchner story)

Chapter 14

Shit she's found me. My ex before sam. She found me I can't believe she's found. She broke my heart after she told me she wanted nothing to do with me. Do I tell the team ? Do I tell Aaron? Do I tell penny? Because penny was there for me after she left me at the altar. I almost died because of her , I was so upset about her leaving me that I tried killing myself. But if it wasn't for my sister penny who found me and took me in and got me this job at the bau I wouldn't have met Aaron, or have his kids. Or met JJ and Emily, or Derek and Dave and Spencer. There my family. And family stick together. Ooh what to do what to do. As I walked back and forth in my hotel room in a robe thinking what to do. I heard a knock. Do I opened it? Do I ask who it is? Shit!!!! "Y/n open the door it's us Em and JJ" Em/ JJ said. I opened the door and I sighed in relief. Ooh thanks gosh it you guys. " who else will it be" JJ said  "y/n it looks like you seen a ghost" Em said. Ooh umm I'll gotta call penny. So I went to the bathroom and called Penny.

Hey penny, " hey baby cakes what can do for you" penny she found me . " y/n she? As in the she who was your ex before sam and the same ex who left you at the altar and who you killed yourself over? That ex" yes Penelope! She found me and she moving her penny I can't handle seeing her again, I—-I—- just " y/n breathe you don't have to, tell the truth to the team . Tell them please I don't want seeing you hurting." Penny she's knows I'm sick she's sent me soup , I throw it out. " ooh baby how come you didn't tell me that you were sick" penny please I just got it earlier today on the jet. I don't know if it's the pregnancy or if it's some type of stomach flu/bug. " y/n your 4 mount pregnant please don't stress about her . Go to the one place you love and scream or shout or sing," thanks penny I love you " love you more y/n".

After I got off the phone with penny I was still in my robe and both JJ and Em where asleep, in my bed. How long has I been on the phone with penny, 3 hours. Wow in the 3 hours I was on the phone with penny they fell asleep. So I put on shorts and a tank top. I guess in the 3 hours  I didn't fell like throwing up . I put on a tank top and boxer and I hopped in to be with Em and JJ .I went in the middle and JJ hold me while I hold Em. And as I was falling asleep I felt good . I felt safe . I felt love . I finally have my family.

It took the team one week to find the unsub. We went home and I told the team about my ex girlfriend Elle greenaway. I told them how she left me at the altar, I miscarriage and How I almost killed myself that night when we went home and I got another note.

Hey y/n so am I invited to your wedding, and I didn't know you have kids. I always wanted kids with you, but that never happened.
Can't wait to see soon
Xoxo 💋

So there I was setting at a church the last time I was in a church I was 15 .so there I was singing a song called set a fire

No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
Then here in Your love, here in Your love
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
Then here in Your love, here in Your love
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God
I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more
Won't You pour it out?
I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more
Won't You pour it out?
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
Then here in Your love, here in Your love
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
No place I would rather be
Then here in Your love, here in Your love
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more, I want more
Won't You pour it out?
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
Set a fire down in my soul
That I can't contain and I can't control
I want more of You God, I want more of You God
We want more of You (Yeah-yeah), oh, so much more, so much more of You God, yeah-yeah

"Wow y/n I forgot how beautiful you sing" . How did you find me . " y/n whenever we fight or you get mad at me you always come to a church". Ooh umm so what you want. " I want to apologize for leaving your at the altar." Why did you leave me Elle. " because I found a positive pregnancy test and I knew it was yours and well I figured it was Sam baby. So I left I couldn't imagine having kids". Elle yes I was pregnant but it wasn't sam baby it was your . " you mean during our wedding when I left you at the altar it was mine baby?" Yea Elle it was . But I miscarriage that day because you left and I wasn't myself, because that day penny found me past out in my bathtub with my arms slit. And well I moved in with penny and she took care of me and got me this job at the bau . Elle you broke me when you left me at the altar . I cryed I starving myself for weeks because of you Elle . And when I went back to sam he beat me up he Burn me he kicked me he almost raped me but I left him and he found me and shot me and stabbed me. But I'm happy now I'm get married to the my love of my life , his son love me and we already have one kid together and another on the way. Elle please why did you came back . " well because I got a job at the bau, so we will be seeing each other a lot."

Shit my ex girlfriend is going to be working with me shit shit !!!!!!!!!!!okay y/n your 4 mount pregnant just breathe don't do anything stupid to have a miscarriage again. So I went home to Aaron and I took a show and I talked to Aaron about Elle , I broke do crying and he hold me while I cry. We got ready to sleep and he kissed me. What I really wanted was sex but I was so tired so we just felt asleep. And I slept in Aaron hands feeling loved and safe. It was 4 am when Jack and Grace came into bed with Aaron and me . " night mommy" Grace said. " goodnight mom I love you " Jack said . And a tear fell down my face while I smiled. Nigh Jack and Grace I love you guys too. " I love you all" Aaron said