'Y/n and jacks superhero' ( a Hotchner story)

Chapter 15

Today was Monday, and I'm 5 months pregnant. Aaron and I did our 21 weeks ultrasound. It's a boy. There we were on our way to work. Walking into the bau everyone congregating us on baby #2 but kid #3 . But for some reason I wasn't feeling myself today instead of me being all happy and in a good mood . So right when everyone was about to come up to me and give me hugs and kisses, I went to the bathroom. Right when I walked in I felt someone grabbed me, and then something against my back . I closed my eyes and breathe in and breathe out. So I kept my eyes closed that when I felt my tights and underwear being pulled down . And something to move my legs apart and then something inside me. " gosh y/n I forgot how beautiful you felt" Elle please stop I don't want to do this . " ooh come on y/n you love it ruff." No I don't elle you think I do but I don't. Elle!!!!!! Stop . There I was trying to have Elle stopped but she had me pinned. " Em did you here that, it's y/n" JJ said. There both rushed to the bathroom they Saw Elle up against me with a knife sliced to my arm. They called Derek to pulled Elle off me I ran up to Em and JJ . " come on y/n let me help wrap that up" JJ said. So we went in to her office I had tears coming down. As Em and JJ walked me up to her office Aaron wonder what happened, that made me cry. So I told him as well Em and JJ . " I'm glad your okay y/n" Em said " me too" JJ said. They both kissed my cheek. While Aaron hold me. I felt tired. So I fell asleep on  JJ couch in her office.

As I was laying down and taking a nap, I will have my hands on my stomach and I'll feel this little guy kick but I haven't felt him kicked in a while. So I started to get scared. So I called carina. And I was so happy to hear her voice. It made my day. She said it was normal for a baby not to kick for a while. And I should only come in if there bleeding. So I got up and looked around  and that's  when I saw  Em and JJ where eating lunch together in the office. Aaron went to take Jack and Grace out for lunch. Since all we had was paperwork. I sat up and I felt something coming down my legs,I put my hands between my legs and when I removed my hand there was blood on my fingers. I started freaking out. Em !! JJ!! " what" they both said and noticed me bleeding .
" Y/n let's get to you the hospital" Em said. " I'm calling carina right now" JJ said. As the both hold me to walked out, JJ told Dave to call Aaron and meet us at the hospital. Everyone came even Elle.

So as I was brought to the hospital, the bleeding was caused by stress and it lead me to have a miscarriage. Carina was about to leave me but I told her I didn't want to be alone . So she stated with me until I felt asleep and she left to get the team. Carina told JJ and Em about me having a miscarriage and they told Aaron. The team came to the room and they all sat around me. I woke up and I saw my family here . Em and JJ were talking and Aaron was asleep in the chair next to my bed. Em? JJ?
" yeah y/n" JJ said. Can I get some help going to the bathroom "sure" Em said. So as we walked to the bathroom I pulled them in closeting the bathroom door. Who knows ? " me and JJ and Aaron" Em said. So no one on the team knows . "No" JJ said. "Knows what?" Elle said. "Nothing that involves you" Em and JJ both said. We walked out and I climbed in the bed. Em? JJ? Lay with me. " sure y/n" they both said. So Em laid in front of me and I was in the middle and JJ was behind me . They both hug me . And I felt asleep with my hands on my stomach.

I went home that night. The team got a case. JJ and Em both stayed back and carina came over. Carina and I sat on the couch while we talked, Jack and Grace feel asleep on the couch. Carina carry Grace and I carried Jack to his room I laid him down. " I love you mommy" Jack said. Carina and I went back downstairs, and there was a knock at my door. I opened to see Em and JJ holding two bottles of tequila and vodka in each hand . Come on in? I said. We dranked we laughed we cryed . I feel asleep in crying in carina arms. We all fall asleep on the couch. The next morning carina got page for work, and Em and JJ stayed with me and the kids.

I love my life I do but after everything I been thought I just want to end it, end everything now I walked upstairs and looked myself in the bathroom deciding on how to end everything end my pain. As I was thinking cutting or pills, there was a voice at the door " mommy please open the door , please y/n I know your hurting." That voice was Jack I dropped everything and I opened the door he saw me crying as ran up to me with arm wild open. He hugged me while he kissed my cheek. " I love you mommy please don't leave me and daddy" Jack said, I would never leave you or your daddy. " good because your the best thing that ever happened to us" Jack said. You and your daddy it the best thing that ever happened to me too I love you Jack. Just then Aaron came home and JJ and Em leaving. Aaron came in to the bedroom and saw me and Jack talking and noticed me crying.

Aaron: y/n baby everything okay
Y/n: yeah I am now
Aaron: Jack go get your sister dressed we're going over to uncle Dave house for dinner
Jack:ok daddy
Aaron: baby what's wrong
Y/n: truth is I was about to end my life but then I heard Jack voice and I couldn't go through it he made me realize how happy I was with both you and him in my life and now we have grace and I couldn't leave the two greatest men in my life.
Aaron: I'm glad, put anything white on
Y/n: okay just give me a few minutes.
Aaron:okay baby

I  got dresses and did my hair and add light makeup on. I walked out and see Grace in a dress and Jack in a Jeans and a button up. And Aaron is in a tuxedo. I was confused on what was happening. We walked out into the car and drove to Dave house. We got out and Aaron blindfolded me . Aaron really "baby please" . Ugh fine. So he lead me to the backyard of Dave house. Everyone was there . Carina was holding Grace on her lap  while Em hold Jack on her lap. Aaron remove the blindfold .
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