Believe Again

CH 17: Type's side after getting kidnapped

This chapter is on what all happens on Type's end while Tharn, Korn, and Sarawat are at KornKnock's place on the day of the kidnapping.

WARNING: I think this is needed if we gonna take up triggering themes...

Love you all😘😘~

- Wannie

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TYPE'S POV...

Once this man pushed me into the car, I tried to open the door and get away but it was locked. Child lock. My voice was stuck in my throat. I so wanted to scream for help because I know I can't do anything on my own. "Stay. Still," the man ordered. Honestly, a shrill cold wave of air passed down my spine. I have a bad feeling that this is leading me to my death bed. I stiffened at his command but heard something from outside.

Sarawat was running towards us. He was shouting my name. Oh! How badly I want to respond to him but this fear in my heart is not subsiding. I turned towards the window, about to hit the glass when a sudden sharp, shot-lasting pain surged near my neck. "Uh huh, don't dare, kid," this imposter said as my surroundings started turning dark all of a sudden. I felt my body go limp and that was it. I was lost in this weird dream. I don't know where this is. What is exactly going on. Why this person would try looking like P'Tharn. Why he wanted to kidnap. Where he is taking me now. What he is even doing to right now. I don't know anything. All I know is that I'm numb. That I'm scared. All I know is that I want to run into my husband's arms right now.

I miss him.

I really do.

I have spent all the days of this past month thinking what he might be doing. How he might be doing. If he is eating on time. If he is acting stubborn and childish. Or if he has gone mute. I want to know. I want to go to him. To check his wellbeing for myself. To cuddle with him again. To apologize for that slap. To ask him the reality of that day. Because... I know he did nothing wrong. I know he never cheated on me. I know I was the one who did him wrong by not listening to his side and slapping him instead. I know that slap must have hurt, my own hand was red after that. I felt so bad for doing that... I don't know why but I had grown so insecure and stupid at that moment. I even broke my promise to P'Tharn.

I had promised him that whenever I feel low or insecure, I would talk to him. And if not him, then to anybody. Anybody... but never slash myself with those blades again. But I did that anyways. I've been slashing myself daily from the day I came to P'Korn and P'Knock. I slashed myself multiple times everyday. But I hid those blades after cleaning up. And I wonder if they can even find it. Maybe I should have talked to P'Korn instead of bleeding myself. I'm an idiot. But I want P'Tharn right now. Everything here feels so suffocating! I want him! I want his embrace. I... I- I need his embrace. I need to go to him!...

Everything turned frigid. I felt some fabric pressed against my mouth. It felt sort of... wet? Some burning smell invaded my lungs. It felt like they would burn down. I wanted to cough but it was pressed against me too hard for me to breath anything else other than that thing. Whatever it is, it's terrible and it's killing me. Everything around me started disappearing. My brains went numb. Not comprehending anything. I couldn't even think anything anymore. Everything was pitch black, I couldn't see anything. My brains weren't working. I could hear nothing, not even the wind that might be blowing through. I couldn't feel my body. My limbs were like they didn't exist. I couldn't even feel my heart pounding anymore. Everything was dark until...

Until I could finally open my eyes again. I was standing in some strange place. It was a road, a highway to be specific. I was standing in middle of it. The world seems so much larger than it usually does. The trees beside the road seem too tall for me. I looked down and saw a white, woolen sweater on me with black track pants. Why do these look like the clothes I wore back then when papa d- died? I looked at my hands, they're tinier than usual. What the heck is happening? I could hear some commotion not far away from me. I walked to its direction.