Don't Let It Break Your Heart {l.t} - SLOW UPDATES

CHAPTER 9

I kissed Louis. 

He was surprised but took no time in kissing me back. His lips moving in sync with mine. His tongue making his way into my mouth deepening the kiss. I felt what everyone calls fireworks in this one kiss. I pulled away, our foreheads touching. 

"I'm falling for you Louis, and fast"

"Then fall. And I'll catch you" His hand going up to my cheek. "And you better catch me. Cause I'm falling for you too babe" He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear. Leaning in again and kissing me. 

And thats exactly what I did. I let myself go. I let Louis Tomlinson into my heart. I knew the moment I met him he was special. He has a heart of gold. A pure soul and I was the lucky girl who was able to experience it first hand. The real Louis Tomlinson. Not a front he puts on for everyone else. No. The Louis Tomlinson that I know is a man who will do anything for the people he cares for. 

His kiss was addicting. I never wanted this moment to end. Kissing Louis was like needing air to breathe. 

"Jump" he mumbled on my lips, his hands under my thighs. 

I obeyed and wrapped my legs around his waist. Louis walked back leaning me backwards onto my bed. We broke the kiss momentarily so I could scoot further back in the bed. I took Louis' face in my hands and reconnected our lips together. He hovered over me our make out session continuing to intensify. I put my hands under his shirt, allowing my hands to roam his body, a moan escaping his lips, and I could feel him getting hard underneath his jeans. 

"Look what you're doing to me Stella" He mumbled against my lips. 

I reconnected our mouths, letting my hand go down to his hard on, rubbing slowly, the only thing between was the fabric of his jeans. I broke our lips apart long enough to get his shirt over his head and on the floor. And thats when Louis tugged on my shirt and I quickly lifted my arms over my head allowing him to get my top off, joining his on the floor. I tugged at his jeans and he quickly took them off, leaving him in boxers. Louis got behind me, his hands rubbing my sides before coming up to my bra. 

"You know where this looks better" He asked, his accent becoming thick. 

"Where" I smirked, already knowing the answer. 

"Over here" And he unhooked my bra throwing it on the floor. 

"You already know these are next" He tugged at my shorts. That left us both on our underwear. 

I turned around to face Louis and I could see his bulge getting bigger, which is leaving me even more turned on. 

"I've been meaning to ask you something..." Louis said, his hand going to the back of my neck. I looked at him. Fear washing over me about what he could ask. 

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Is that even a question?" I smiled, kissing him.

"I'll be your girl" 

"Good" Louis leaned down kissing me once again. My hand finding its way back to his hard on. 

"I'll make you feel good baby" He whispered on my lips, my heart going wild at his words. I trust Louis. Sex feels so much different when you're doing with someone you care about. When you aren't getting paid. When it's not to make ends meet.

I wrapped my legs around him as he carried me back to bed. He set me down taking my thong off and his boxers and throwing them on the floor. He was much bigger than I had anticipated, not that I'm complaining. However, in this moment with Louis, I knew what I had wanted, what I have been needing the last few years that I had been in New York.............

Love. 

Louis continued to tease me. Leaving a trail of kisses on my neck, finding my sweet spot, wanting to his leave his mark. His fingers dancing around me making me want him more. 

Louis went in full force, and I was loving every second of it. He made me feel good. I felt loved. Touching me in all the right places. He knew exactly how to please me, as if we've made love before. As far as I know, according to Louis, I knew I pleased him. I was the best he's ever had he said after he collapsed on the bed next me after both riding out our highs. I haven't told him yet, but I think I'm starting to love him. Our bodies tangled together under the sheets, his touch comforting. I felt whole again. I felt a sense of happiness being this close with him. Meeting Louis was without question one of the best things that happened to me. I've been praying to meet a guy like him for sometime. The more time we spend together, the less I want to be apart. There was never a moment where he wasn't on my mind.  

Louis felt like home.