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"Holy cheese, Lillie Whitney Bennett, you kissed trouty. Gotta be honest, it was as hot as an Australian summers night, but you gotta bagsy that trouty. I heard that damned Tina is getting the hots for him, so go get him before that bitch does" she smirks.

You went to the principal and told him to tell your teachers your last name was Bennett. He didn't bother checking your file. Your middle name was always Whitney, after Whitney Houston. Your dads were always playing Whitney songs when you were growing up.

"Kittyyy" you groan "please, I can't deal with any of this right now. I already had Blaine, Britt, Ryder and Tina run up to me and interrogate me, I just need to chill. Plus, it was just a kiss, it doesn't mean we're gonna date or whatever".

Kitty raises an eyebrow.

"Ugh, judge me all you want kitty cat" you wink "anyways, we getting to know eachother later?"

"Well, Jake's picking me up at 8 so yeah, come over at 7ish" she shrugs.

You roll your eyes when you hear Jake's name.

---

You and Kitty roll over while kissing so you're on top. You pull away quickly and use your hands to prop yourself up until you're straddling her.

"What's wrong?" She asks.

"N-nothing it's just, I-" you stutter.

You know that you should tell her how you feel. That you like girls and guys and that you're growing to fall for her. You can't keep it from her any longer.

Just before you could tell her your feelings, the doorbell rings.

"Shit" she exclaims "that must be Jake, what the fuck is the time? Oh crap it's 8".

She struggles to get on her clothes as you zip up your Cheerios uniform. You grab your keys and run to the back door.
You hesitate.

"Meet me in the auditorium tomorrow at lunch" you shout as you manage to get the door open before you run to your car.

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"Hey, Lillie. What did you need us for?" Blaine asks while walking into the auditorium with Brittany.

They take a seat before you start talking.

"Actually, I wanted to ask for your guys' help" you mumble "there's something that I really need to get off my chest to someone and I think you two will understand what I'm trying to say".

The three of you discuss it all the way through first period.

"Oh my god, you're a bicorn just like me!" Brittany smiles.

You both giggle for a second.

Blaine takes your hand reassuringly, while Brittany copies.

"What you're doing is so brave and I'm really proud of you for doing it. Me, Brittany and the rest of the glee club will always be here for you no matter what, remember that." Blaine smiles.

Your face drops slightly.

"Actually...about that-" you begin.

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You take a sip of your iced latte as you look out of the window of the Lima Bean. The sun is beating down from the sky. Across from you is Ryder, drinking his iced coffee.

"So, you and Sam?" Ryder breaks the comfortable silence.
"There is no me and Sam, it was just a kiss" you say for the 20th time that day.
"Sure, sure. That's what you think now"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Em, he clearly likes you. And you clearly have chemistry. It's like watching freaking porn when we watch you two performing"
"Huh-"
"-nope, not the point. Never mind. What I'm trying to say, is that you can't fight the spark"

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