"Kuroo?"
I hesitate. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to tell my childhood friend that I have a crush on his best friend. But I can't keep doing this by myself. I need to talk to someone about it.
"What's up Kenma?" Kuroo asks, concerned.
It was currently about 1 am and Kuroo was sleeping over at my house. We had been watching movies and snacking for the past 5 hours.
I had been trying to tell Kuroo about my crush on Bokuto for about a month now, but never came up with the right time.
I took a deep breath. It's now or never... literally.
"Kuroo," I start, "I need to be honest with you and I really hope you wont hold this against me but I just really have to tell you because otherwise I might just dwell-"
"Hey," Kuroo cuts me off, "Deep breaths Kenma, I'm here for you, relax."
He pats my arm gently in an attempt to calm me down.
"I think I'm in love with Bokuto," I blurt out.
Kuroo is silent. Oh god, I freaked him out. He probably hates me now. Why would I think it's okay for me to be in love with his best friend? I stop freaking out, hearing something from Kuroo.
"ARE YOU FUCKING LAUGHING RIGHT NOW!?" I scream. He laughs even harder.
"Kuroo! This isnt fucking funny! I'm in love with your best friend!"
"Woah, pump the breaks," he says after laughing, "first of all, you're my best friend, and second of all I'm laughing because I had my suspicions that you did have feelings for him. I just think it's funny that I was right."
I sat there in shock for a minute. He seriously knew?? Am I that easy to read??
"So," Kuroo knocks me out of my thoughts, "when are you gonna tell him?"
Now I'm the one laughing.
"Tell him!?" I say, still laughing.
"Um... yeah, that's what you usually do when you have a crush on someone."
"Yeah, not happening. I may be hopelessly in love with this beefy bozo, but I'm not gonna tell him."
Kuroo just stares at me dumbfounded. I dont see what the big deal is. I just dont want to risk embarrassing myself or what if we get in a relationship and things dont work out? I dont want to get my heart broken. That shit would hurt.
I tell Kuroo to drop it because it's getting late and I dont want to talk about it anymore. We end up watching one more movie and then crashing.
It's seriously terrifying to think about confessing to Bokuto...
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A/N
Sorry for the short chapter, next chapter might be better :)
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Whoops // BokuKen
FanfictionA short BokuKen story ~ Kenma thought Bokuto was attractive the moment he met him. They met when Kenma was in his first year. Now, in his second year, these feelings have only grown stronger. Kenma is so conflicted about these feelings that he ends...
