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*JIN's POV*

When I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful view next to me. Someone who has always been on my mind lately. The morning sun shone on his face. I love his sleeping face that looks so innocent. I love his beautiful smile and I love when he laugh. And I also love his mischievous behavior which sometimes makes me feel excited and challenged.

Jeon Jungkook, I'm really in love with you. What happened last night made me believe that you actually have the same feelings towards me. I'm glad we had fun last night. And I'm also glad you don't regret it.

But, I still doubt whether you will confess your feelings to me.. or will you still think of me as a friend? But that's okay, I won't force you.

And actually I know, that what we did last night was wrong. You have a girlfriend. We shouldn't have done that behind her back.

If the reason you still consider me as a friend is because you still love your girlfriend, I'm okay Jungkook, I understand. I also don't want to ruin your relationship with Jane. Even though last night we did something, but at least we didn't have sex.

I can only hope that someday you can see me not as a friend, but someone who means more to you. I really don't expect you to break up with Jane, but I wish the best for all of us.

If only being your friend I can be this close to you, I'm okay. I have also promised you that I will not leave you. Even though I have to feel happiness and pain at the same time. I still love you.


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Suddenly my phone ringing.

'Who called me this early in the morning?'

I tried to pick up the phone that was on the table beside my bed. Turns out it was my manager who tried to call me.

"Hello? What's wrong, manager?"

"Jin, today's YTS schedule has been changed by being moved earlier. So this morning at 8 you have to arrive at the studio where we will record your performance. I will pick you up in 30 minutes so I hope you are ready now"

"Hmm okay.."

"Thank you Jin, see you later"

I immediately showered and got ready for my activities with YTS this morning.

After a few minutes later, I was done with all my preparations for today. I'm just waiting for my manager to come to pick me up.

Before leaving, I tried to wake Jungkook up first and told him that I would be going to work soon.

"Jungkook, wake up"

"Hmmmm I still want to sleep. Today I don't have any lectures" he tried to answer me with his eyes still closed.

"Are you off today? Okay sleep as much as you want. Anyway, I'm going to work early. I'll be gone in a few minutes"

"Why so early?"

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