BEAUTIFUL HATRED - JinKook

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"Jin, wait!" Jungkook got out of the car and chased Jin who walked quickly into his house.

He grabbed Jin's wrist who was still ignoring him.

"Jin, wait! Are you talking about Jane? Did you see me with her?" Jungkook said right in front of Jin, he tried to ask did his boyfriend really saw him alone with his ex-girlfriend?

"If you still love her, let me go. You can come back to her" Jin said with tears flowing from his eyes.

"What? I don't love her anymore. I just love you"

"I saw you. I picked you up but all I got was to see you alone with Jane. And you kissed her!" Jin started to raise his voice.

"Jin, what you see is not what you think..."

"You can't deny it. Last night when you called her, you really missed her, right? So this morning you met her. Don't play with me, Jungkook. I'm not a toy!"

"No, suddenly she came to my house, and she kissed me"

"But you returned the kiss, right? Doesn't that mean you still love her?!! Did my kiss not convince you that I love you so much?! Why do you have to kiss her back??!! WHY?!!!" Jin snapped at Jungkook with tears in his eyes.

Jungkook was surprised and immediately hugged Jin in his arms. He also cried because he saw Jin who felt hurt. He knew that he also wrong returned the kiss from his ex-girlfriend.

"I've endured long enough to still love you, Jungkook. Even though you were still with her and chose her. I always put you above everything. Until she finally left you, you just realized my presence. And now, she's coming back, you could just dump me again and come back to her. Is it wrong if I'm afraid of losing you? Is it my fault if I overdo it like this?"

He tried to express what was in his mind and heart. He was just afraid of losing Jungkook. He was afraid that Jungkook would play with his heart and return to Jane.

"I can explain--"

 "What do you want to explain? I saw you with her, Jungkook! I saw you!" Jin's emotions are getting out of control.

"Jin, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry... the kiss didn't mean anything to me. When I opened the door, I thought it was you who came. I didn't know that it was Jane and she immediately kissed me. But after I realized if it's not you, I directly push her"

"Don't ever lie to me"

"I'm not lying to you. I swear to God! I really love you, Jin. Please believe me" said Jungkook hugged Jin tighter.

"How do I know you're not lying? You could be playing behind my back"

"I'm not playing behind your back!! Please believe me..."

"I won't trust you that easily. My heart hurts, Jungkook. Should we end this relationship?"

Jungkook let go of his embrace, and his eyes looked at Jin with a questioning look. He didn't expect Jin to say those words.

"What? What did you say? You want to end this relationship? Why did you say that??!!! YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME!!" Jungkook started to raise his voice.

"Yeah, I love you! But you don't!"

"Arrghh!! Why did you become a drama like this?! How many times have I told you, I love you Jin!! At first I didn't notice you when I was with Jane, but now everything has changed and I really love you!" Jungkook was getting frustrated because he couldn't convince Jin who still didn't trust his feelings.

"Instead of you playing behind my back, I'd better let you go. So you can go back with her, and I will find someone else--"

"What?! No! No way! You're only mine!!! You can't be with anyone else!!!"