BEAUTIFUL HATRED - JinKook

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*at Jungkook's house*

Knock knock knock

Someone knocked on Jungkook's door, exactly at 7 pm. Jungkook go to the door and welcoming his guest into the house.

"Hi Jin, come in!" Said Jungkook and Jin entered the house.

Jungkook invited Jin to sit on the couch, and he took some snacks and drinks from the kitchen.

"You live alone? Why don't you live with Jane? Haven't you two been dating for 6 months?" Jin asked to starting the conversation.

"Yes, I live alone. Jane and I still want to live separately, and it seems we don't feel comfortable yet if we living together. Maybe it will take time for that," said Jungkook.

"Isn't living alone bad? You will feel lonely"

"Yeah you're right. But if I feel lonely, I can go to my girlfriend's house"

"Yes, if you have a girlfriend. But if you are single, it will be lonely"

"So, you feel lonely at home?" Jungkook asked.

"Uhm, it seems to be like that.. But since I'm busy with my activities with YTS, so I think I'm fine," Jin answered while taking the snack provided by Jungkook.

"You have to find a girlfriend" said Jungkook.

*cough* "Uhuuukk uhukk" Jin was so shocked hear Jungkook's words until he choked.

"Jin are you okay?" Jungkook was surprised and immediately gave him a glass of water.

Jin drank it and then answered Jungkook's words.

"I don't know," said Jin.

"Don't know what?" 

"I don't know if there will be people who love me or not"

"Come on Jin, you're an idol. You're a famous person, you have a lot of fans. There must be many who love you, you just have to choose"

"That's not what I meant Jungkook. That's a different thing"

"But, is there someone you love right now?" Jungkook asked curiously.

"Yes" said Jin clearly.

"Really? Who is she? Please don't tell me if it's Jane?!" Jungkook said while raising his eyebrow.

"What the hell no, Jungkook. I will never love a girl" Jin replied.

"What do you mean?" 

"I'm gay" Jin answered Jungkook's question with a sigh.

"You gay?!" Jungkook asked again with an expression of disbelief.

"Yes. Do you have a problem with that?" Jin asked who was afraid that Jungkook would stay away from him because he couldn't accept his sexual orientation.

"No. I don't have a problem with that. I'm just surprised and wonder, why lately so many people liking someone who has the same sex.." Jungkook explained.

"Is there anything wrong with liking someone with the same sex?"

"No, sorry if it offended you. I'm just surprised. Sorry Jin," said Jungkook who felt guilty about his previous words.

"It's okay, Jungkook. Many people still think that being gay is weird and they don't even accept it," replied Jin.

"Yes, you're right. But I have no problem and I can accept it. Because actually some of my college friends are gay and even bisexual" Jungkook recalled his conversation with Yugyeom, Mingyu, and Eunwoo a few days ago.