Safety Is A Person

"Just Friends"

Luca finished off his casserole while promting me to finish mine, but when I had, I didn't feel much better. A brisk knock at the door sounded as Mrs. Grey turned her attention towards it.

Mrs.G: excuse me boys, I have to get that.

Patting us on the head like she always had when we were kids, Mrs. Grey went to go answer the door. Leaving me and Luca alone wasn't the best of ideas, ever since I had hit puberty I started feeling weird around him.

Comfortable, too comfortable. It was some weird fuzzy feeling that spiraled in my stomach everytime I saw him and it had only gotten worse the longer we were alone.

Luca: still in need of those Cuddles??
Me: if its not too awkward.

Luca flashed me his winning smile and opened his legs in a v shape on the bed beckoning me over. I was a little hesitant at first, butterflies tickling my stomach as I crawled into Lucas's big toned arms and snuggled against his chest.

We had been cuddling since we were kids, always hugging each other when we felt nervous or just needed to be comforted. We didn't see it as weird or gay, just two best friends comforting one another. Slowly, he pulled me into a laying position on the bed, I would've been lying if i said i wasn't exhausted.

Luca: you look shattered, go to sleep. I'll wake you if anything happens.
Me: will you still be here when I wake up?
Luca: if I'm not, then it's for a damn good reason Kenzo.

Nodding I rested my head between Lucas's broad shoulders and the soft pillow, the warmth radiating off of Luca helped me drift off to sleep without any problems. My small frame, spooned by his athletic build.

I didn't know how long I had been awake until I felt something hard probing at my crotch. It wasn't uncomfortable, just hella awkward when I realised what it was. Keeping my head tucked against his shoulder I used my nose to nudge him awake.

Me: Luca! Get up!
Luca: I thought I said I'd wake you?
Me: and you did. My friend you might wanna go sort that problem of yours.
Luca: problem-oh oh, shit. Yeah thanks Z.
Me: anytime.

Swinging my legs out of bed I realised I was still in my clothes from yesterday, and I smelt awful. Groaning I walked across to the bathroom, strange Luca was already out of sight. I didn't think much off it until I walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind me.

There, red faced and panting, was Luca trying to "fix" his big "problem," something caught in my throat as my stomach dropped and I realised I had actually never seen Luca naked, until now. Blame the curiosity but I couldn't take my eyes off of him, every inch of his lean body was almost carved to perfection.

Heat crawled along the back of my neck as I watch the corner if his mouth perk up.

Luca: well, this is awkward.
Me: sorry, I'll leave.
Luca: oh it's not that.

Confused I turned back to the boy with an arched eyebrow, he turned to face me his entire body exposed as I tried so hard not to ogle him.

Me: then what's up?
Luca: I need some help. Bro I'm serious right now.

I froze for a moment as I reminded myself over and over, we're just friends, just friends, just friends. The moment Lucas's back hit the wall and my hands were around his "problem" my mind was singing a different song. Fuck yes, I shouldn't love this but I do!

The torn look of appreciation and pleasure on Lucas's face told me everything as I dropped to my knees and worked my hands hard and fast around his "problem." So much for "Just friends."