Band Mixers

CHAPTER 7

Stephane's P.O.V.

After a week of classes with Niall he never said one word to Stephane, she kept thinking it was all her fault she should have told Niall sooner but then again he did say it was fine. Every time she spoke to Harry when he was over at her dorm he would say 'oh he hasn't said anything about you' or 'I wouldn't worry too much he's just got a lot of things to think about.' It never really occurred to her that she could just find him and talk to him, she just went by Harry's word and continued with her day.

Niall never spoke to anyone besides his teachers for a whole week this didn't seem to worry anyone else but Stephane. She wanted to know why he wasn't talking and if it was her fault or someone else's. she tried calling him, texting , emailing and even tried purposely walking into him but no matter how hard she tried he always seemed to find a way to avoid her.

"Niall...please just hear me out...pock up the GOD DAMN PHONE!! " Stephane's last message on Niall's cell, since then she stopped trying to talk to Niall and just continues with her studies and her normal life.

The date with Dylan didn't go so well, he took Steph to a party and she later found him with some other girl in the backyard. after seeing that she ran, ran to Niall's dorm but when he didn't open up she cried as she ran back to her room. Since then talking to Niall was her biggest problem right now.

Stephane's depression had begun to get to her she'd been trying but always ended up feeling ignored or left out. If I wasn't here right now it'll all be ok, they'd be better off without me. She'd often think to herself. there where days when they got too tough and she'd wondered if anyone actually cared, Caitlyn was too busy with Harry and the other boys didn't seem to notice all the messages she would leave...

...Until the last day when all the strings had finally broken and the razor blade came out along with the phone. one last call to Niall, tears ran down her face with hands shaking in fear. As she dialled it went straight to voicemail but this one last message would leave them feeling better.
"Hi Niall it's me" she began with the tears ran faster now "I'm sorry but I have to say goodbye now" the tears wouldn't stop "I'm sorry but I think everyone is better off without me" after a few breaths she added "Goodbye Niall"