Band Mixers

CHAPTER 9

Caitlyn's P.O.V.

When Harry dropped me off at the door if my block we kissed and I walked dreamily back to my dorm. When I got down the hall from my room I saw droplets of blood leading to my open door. I ran quickly following the blood stains to the bathroom dialling Stephane's number.
"Steph why is there blood in our room are I ok are u hurt" I asked quickly "I'm just in hospital with Niall I'm fine though" she replied "well I'm coming" I quickly ran to the hospital.

Stephane's P.O.V.

"Caitlyn is on her way" I said to Niall replying to his previous question "she thinks it's you in hospital though so be careful" I said forgetting to remind her that it was me in hospital "it's alright do you feel ok?" The question he was constantly asking "yeah I'm fine nothing to worry about " my constant reply. I liked that he was here for me now and not before no matter how much I wanted him before I had him now.

A few friends of Niall's came to visit after finding out through him but there was still no sign of Caitlyn. Ugh were is she??. I thought until finally everyone left and in the back of the crowd was Caitlyn looking scared and actually quite calm.

"Hey " I said knowing I was in trouble,
"So you never said it was you in hospital I was so scared when I saw Niall on the way in. What were you thinking? Why didn't you tell me? At least anything" she sort of sounded like my mother used to "I'm sorry I didn't want to scare you too much"I tried to apologise but it didn't seem to be working. "you tried not to scare me? Io was terrified Steph, there was blood everywhere and all I kept thinking is she's dead, gone, no more Steph" her tone hushed like someone was watching, "Steph this isn't right you doing this it isn't you, why I don't get it" she continued "I'll be waiting in the cafeteria ok" she left without looking back at me. tears began streaming down my face uncontrollably, I just wanted help but I suppose I'd have to do that myself.

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Over the past few hours my mind had been running over the past few times I tried committing suicide, the many attempts always ending in someone saving me. why me I mean I didn't always need saving I would be fine dying on a bathroom floor peacefully unless it wasn't my time yet...

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Sorry it's been a while since I updated, school assessments were due ugh.

Should Stephane attempt again and be saved or not?